Everyone keeps telling me that it was all wrong, including my instinct. Could that be the real reason as to why I actually ended my relationship with Dean? So what if I'm not sure on how I feel about him yet? I think what we had was real. Maybe it wasn't. Maybe I'm right about all of this. I could not love Dean afterall. Is there something that is pulling me away from him? Is it something I did? Was I ever actually into him to begin with? All these questions, but I still can't seem to find the answers. Sure, Dean and I had fun, what we had was great, but how come I couldn't feel anything? He told me that he loves me and I just froze. I actually had to think if I do love him or not. Could it be a good sign that I'm not sure? Or is a bad sign? What do these signals mean? The real answer

