We had spent the next four hours in the hospital so the nurses and doctor could monitor Asher and his state of being. He had quieted his screaming into low whimpers but everyone could still tell he was upset and sick. The doctor sent us home with some medication to help him feel a little better in the meantime, also he was exhausted and needed sleep. That was also part of the reason he was so upset, he hadn't been able to sleep and he was utterly exhausted. Once I had laid Asher in his crib I fell onto my bed and completely crashed. My muscles were sore and my body was tired from dealing with all this impending stress. Not only was I dealing with Asher running a high fever and needing medical attention, I also was getting calls from my coach about scouts and calls from Madison for still u

