See Love Die

Chapter 20

HARRYS POV

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The alcohol was making my head heavy, but I didn't want to move from the spot I was in currently, sat at a small dining table, fingers entwined in Conrads with nothing but 2 goldfish between us.

For the first time in a long time, I felt comfort and safety.

We sat staring at each other, his promise to keep me safe lingering in my ears.

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"Are you okay?" He asked, softly.

I nodded, and smiled at him.

"I'm a little tipsy" I admitted.

He pulled his hand away lightly and I stopped him, holding on to him and pulling his hand back towards me.

I felt brave, and the fear of rejection faded with the sobriety, so I closed my eyes and pulled his hand closer to my face and brushed his coarse skin against mine.

He retaliated by cupping my cheek, and I opened my eyes to see him staring at me.

He had a small smile framed on his chiselled face and he closed his eyes as I moved my face against him, enjoying the warmth and electricity making my skin feel like it's glowing.

"Could you.." I trailed off, getting nervous again.

His eyes opened again, and he waited patiently for me to ask.

"Could you stay in the bed with me tonight? Just to sleep?" I asked.

He nodded, like it was no big deal.

"Thankyou I-"

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"Hey it's fine, I enjoy it too, it doesn't have to mean anything" he said, slightly tilting my face towards his.

Him saying it meant nothing felt sharp to my chest, but he was right.

We couldn't let this mean anything.

He let go of me and got up, trailing to the bed and lay down flat on his back, lifting one muscly bicep above his head.

Small tufts of armpit hair escaping his tshirt.

In my drunk giddy state, I pretended to seductively dance toward the bed, making fun of the fact that it meant nothing.

Giggling I jumped in next to him, and my arm gave way on me making me tumble toward him.

He caught me, and my face was only inches away from his.. his sweet bourbon breath on my face and I wanted desperately to lean in and kiss him but I used all the restraint I had and rolled on to my back.

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The little nativity display next to the bed caught my eye making me laugh out loud.

This caused Conrad to look, and laugh too.

He took one of the plastic sheep.

"Lunch?" He joked.

I rolled my eyes, smiling.

He made the small peice of plastic run up and down my stomach.

"Is this my new home?" He mimicked, making me cry with laughter.

His soft fake voice was the last straw.

I straddled him and poked his sides.

"Now I'm hungry" I complained.

I put a small frown on my face jokingly and he brought his hand up to my lip, to untuck it from the other.

"You're beautiful" he whispered.

We were both still, not moving and I could feel my heartbeat rising.

He sat up, his face inches from mine as he cupped my cheek again and closed his eyes.

I closed mine in return and just remained on top of him, trying to steady my breathing.

"Thankyou" I finally responded, and still neither of us moved.

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It felt so good to be touched by caring hands again, not hands that were stained with my blood and innocence.

I hadn't even thought about being touched since, being kissed or making love, but right now it was the only thing I could think about.

My want for the chiselled, dark skinned beauty underneath me was coursing through me and making me pulsate in areas I didn't even know had life.

I took a sharp breath and got up off of him.

"I need some air" I said, flustered.

I could feel how red my cheeks were.

"Oh sure" he sat up, embarrassed no doubt.

I left the room and grabbed a Pepsi from the vending machine, as I walked back over to the small seating area outside the room Conrad came out himself and smiled.

"Forget about mine?" He frowned.

I giggled and sat down while he grabbed himself one, and sat next to me.

"Was that a little bit too much for you?" He smirked.

His boyish maturity showing.

"No.. it's just been a little while since I've been touched" I admitted, blushing.

"It's okay, it's been a while for me too" he replied.

This made me scoff, he would always be surrounded by women back home.

"That I refuse to believe" I smirked at him.

"Hey, just because I'm surrounded by them, it doesn't mean I sleep with them all" he gasped, pretending to be offended.

"How did you know I was thinking that?"

"I see your judgemental little looks at parties" he joked, nudging me.

I smacked his arm.

"I do not give you judgemental looks" I boasted.

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"Do too" he nudged me again.

"Stop nudging me" I said, laughing.

"Make me" he shrugged.

I stood up and grabbed his arms, failing to hold one that ended up tickling me.

Emitting giggles I turned so my back was facing him and tried to keep him away from my ribs.

To my surprise he grabbed my arms and pulled me into him.

Wrapping them around me so I couldn't move my top half.

"Okay I give up" I sighed.

"I can't move"

"Who's the strongest?" He gloated.

"You are" I said, rolling my eyes.

"Who's the best?"

"I'm not answering that one"

His arrogance was obviously inflamed.

He squeezed me tighter, pulling me closer into him and my breath caught when I felt something hard against my ass cheek.

His breath was close, rolling off my neck and making the little hairs on my body stand.

"Who's the best?" He demanded, with authority in his raspy, harsh voice.

Masculinity radiating from him, and heat from me.

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"You.. are" I whispered back, every nerve in my body active and I turned my head to look at him slightly.

His back was against the chair, and the weight of my body was firmly pressed against him.

His lips were inches away from mine, our noses touching and eyes locked into one another's.

We stayed like that for a few minutes.

"f**k this" he said, crashing his mouth into mine.

I kissed him back, passionately.

Turning my body to get closer to him, now straddling his lap.

I felt his stiffness against me, I was warm and felt my panties collecting moisture from how aroused I was becoming.

I pulled at tufts of his hair, closing any possible distance between us.

In return he grabbed my waist, pushing me down against his erection.

I moved my hips back and forth, enjoying the sensation it gave me between the legs.

My whole body was on fire, I moaned into his mouth and he ground his hips against mine harder, pleasing me even more.

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The heat was rising between us, and as if he was reading my mind, he picked me up and carried me back inside.

He lay me on the bed, and unbuckled his jeans.

I started to pull down mine, exposing my little pink frenchies that were now dark from my wetness.

He let out a small growl at the sight of me and he pulled his jeans down, showing the size of the buldge I'd helped him grow.

He removed his top, and I gawked at his abs, his body was amazing.

I removed my vest top to reveal my own body and I could see how erect my n*****s were through the soft cotton material.

I looked up at him seductively, and he was already staring at me with hunger in his eyes, licking his lips.

I sat up, holding his hands I pulled him toward me.

He leant down, kissing me softly and pushing me back against the bed.

He trailed his hand from my knee, inside my thigh and past my panties to skim over my hips.

He stopped when he got to my breasts, flicking my n*****s gently over the material.

He kissed me harder, and straddled me this time.

He pressed his hard c**k against me, grinding it against me slowly.

I felt the soft skin, and the warmth of it more now and it felt good.

I moved myself against him and met his rhythm, both of us getting breathless and moaning into each other.

I felt a surge of something between my legs, and it got stronger and stronger until I was panting and writhing beneath him.

"You're going to c*m, let it happen" he breathed into my ear.

I nodded, and brought his lips to mine again.

Moving faster, pushing harder, I felt the electric of my body finishing and it crumbled me, he rubbed against me slowly prolonging my orgasm and he dropped his head into my neck and his body against mine as he came too, his boxers now warm and sticky.

"What was that?" I asked, still catching my breath.

"An orgasm" he smiled into my neck.

"I like that" I admitted.

We lay in silence, allowing our hearts to catch up with our bodies and enjoying my skin against his.

He rolled off of me after around 10 minutes and pulled me into his chest, planting a kiss on my forehead before I snuggled up close.

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We must have fell to sleep like that as I woke to the sunlight glaring through the window onto his perfectly smooth torso.

We were still in the same position.

I couldn't resist, so I bought my free hand up to trace along each individual muscle and he began to stir underneath me.

I looked up at him.

"Goodmorning" he groaned, half asleep.

"Good morning" I smiled.

He leant down to give me a kiss but I pulled away.

"Oh, no strings" he said bitterly, flopping back down onto the bed.

"No, no!" I reassured him.

"Morning breath" I said, jumping out of bed to go and brush my teeth.

When I came back in, he was already dressed.

So I nervously pulled on my jeans and tank and sat on the bed.

"Does this have to be awkward?" I asked.

"We shouldn't have" he said, running a hand through his hair.

"I know it's forbidden-"

"No, you still have a boyfriend, you don't feel any of this for me.. it's just something you wish you had with him"

I rushed over to him at vamp speed.

"Conrad, I have never felt that for him, for anyone. He repulses me" I pleaded.

He looked at me, awestruck.

"You are the first person I've felt anything with, for a long time" I looked up into his eyes, hoping he would see the genuinity.

"You mean that?" He asked, brushing a peice of my hair behind my ear, his touch sending shivers down my spine and making all of the tiny hairs stand tall again.

"I promise" I reassured him.

With that he kissed me again, this time less desperate and more gentle, I could feel my heart racing as he held me close, our mouths entwined.

When we stopped, he placed his forehead against mine.

"We have to get going" he breathed.

I nodded, the adrenaline still coursing through me.

I lifted my head up and placed one more kiss on his lips and headed out to the car.

He followed behind me, got in and drove us to the forest area we tried to search the day before.

Now and again he'd glance over at me, a genuine smile on his face and a glint of something in his eye.

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Neither of us knew what this was, but it was clear we were both enjoying it.

I felt alive again, for the first time since I technically died.