Chapter5

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Maren's POV. Wren fought like she talked. Loud, fast, no patience for subtlety. Maren fought like she lived. Quiet, controlled, giving away exactly as little as she had to. They were built almost like opposites, Wren's long reach against Maren's low center of gravity, and somehow that made every drill they ran together click into place faster than anything Maren had managed with a partner in years. It wasn't just the size difference. Wren attacked like she trusted the world to catch her if she fell, and Maren had never once in her life thrown a strike without already planning three ways to land safely afterward. Watching Wren move was like watching someone speak a language Maren only knew how to read. "You're sandbagging," Wren said, twenty minutes into warmup drills, after Maren let her takedown land soft instead of countering it the way she easily could have. "I'm not." "You absolutely are. I've fought enough people to know what holding back looks like, and you, Maren not used to people, are holding back so hard I'm honestly a little offended." Maren didn't answer that, because Wren was right, and admitting Wren was right felt like opening a door she'd spent years nailing shut. Delta Pierce, prowling the edges of the group correcting form, caught Maren's eye across the field with an expression she recognized immediately and dreaded completely. It was the face that meant he had a terrible idea and was about to share it. "Alright," he called out, loud enough to draw the whole group's attention, "time for a demonstration. New move, full speed, real partners. Wren, Maren, center of the field." Maren's stomach dropped somewhere near her shoes. Don't you dare, she told him through the mindlink, the private one he'd taught her to use back when she was eleven and too scared to say things out loud where Corwin might hear. Five minutes, he sent back, entirely too cheerful. Someone besides me needs to see what you can actually do. Your brother's circle has had it too easy for too long. Two minutes, she countered, already moving toward the center of the field because arguing with Delta Pierce had never once worked in thirteen years and wasn't about to start now. Wren was grinning like Christmas had come early. "Ready when you are." A ripple of whispers moved through the gathering crowd, and it was a crowd now, word having traveled fast enough that even a few of the advanced group kids had wandered over, including, Maren noticed with a sinking feeling, Corwin and three of his five boy circle, fresh off their own session and clearly looking for entertainment before breakfast. Somebody nudged somebody else and pointed, and Maren felt every single one of those eyes land on her like weight she hadn't agreed to carry. Three years of staying small, and it was about to come undone in front of the exact five boys who'd built their entire identities on never having to notice her at all. "Thirty seconds to pin," Delta Pierce announced. "Let's see it. Set, go." Maren didn't wait. Waiting was for people who thought they had time to spare, and she'd learned years ago she never did. Wren reacted fast, faster than most of the partners Delta Pierce usually gave Maren, feinting left before dropping her shoulder toward Maren's ribs. Maren read it half a second before it landed, drove her knee up into the space Wren was about to occupy instead of the space she was leaving, and felt the small, satisfying huff of air leave Wren as the strike connected exactly where Maren had aimed. Wren recovered immediately, which Maren respected, wrapping both arms around Maren's waist as her momentum carried her upward, trying to drive Maren down by sheer leverage. Maren didn't fight the fall. She let it happen, twisting as they went so she landed on top instead of under, knee finding Wren's throat, Wren's own arm locked behind her in a hold she had exactly zero chance of escaping. Silence. Not the polite kind. The total kind, where even breathing seemed to have paused itself out of shock. Maren looked up from Wren's wide, startled, delighted eyes to find every single person on that field staring at her like she'd just sprouted a second head. Corwin's face, specifically, had gone the particular shade of pale that meant his brain was currently rewriting thirteen years of assumptions in real time. "Seven seconds," Delta Pierce announced into the silence, sounding entirely too pleased with himself. "Beat your own record, Corwin set last spring. By a lot." Somebody laughed, short, nervous, immediately strangled into silence by the look Delta Pierce threw their way. Wren was still flat on her back, grinning up at Maren like she'd just handed her the best gift of her life. "Okay," she said, breathless, delighted, "you and I are going to be best friends, and you don't get a vote in this." Maren stared down at her, heart pounding for reasons that had nothing to do with the fight, painfully aware of every eye still locked onto her, painfully aware that the curtains she'd spent three years keeping shut had just been thrown wide open in front of the one audience she could never afford to have see her at all. Somewhere behind her she could hear Corwin's friends already muttering to each other, and she didn't need to turn around to know exactly what kind of conversation that was going to be by lunch. She opened her mouth to tell Wren no, to tell her this was a mistake, that she didn't understand what being seen cost in this pack, that being Maren's friend was the fastest way to end up exactly where she was, bruised and invisible and counting down the days until graduation could finally let her leave it all behind. What came out instead, quiet enough that only Wren could hear it, was, "Okay." Maren didn't know yet that this single word was about to undo every careful, quiet, invisible thing she had built her whole life around.
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