Chapter 25
Before Brady my weekends were boring, long, and depressing. After Brady I knew it was only going to be worse. I knew what I could have had. I knew what was out there for me. I knew what I was missing.
My life was all of a sudden defined by my time with him. Before him I was unhappy but ignorant. I didn’t know how great life could be. After Brady, it only got worse. I was no longer unaware of how beautiful life could be. And it ripped my heart to shreds.
Carrie and Riley kept me company over the weekend and talked me off the proverbial ledge. I couldn’t have survived without them. They kept me fed and liquored up enough to dull the pain, although it never truly stopped. The truth was, I think I hurt more for Brady than for myself. Yeah, I missed him and wanted him back, but if
