In the morning Sam made breakfast for us both and we ate and talked he gave me the day off work today, I guess thats a perk of messing around with the boss lol. "So I was thinking, about something and just hear me out ok.." Sam started which had all my instincts in overdrive instantly. "Oh great now what?" I asked less jokingly than i led on. "It's nothing bad I just think you should move in with me." Sam said with certainty. I nearly choked on my coffee right there. "What? Your not serious right? You want me to move in here?" I asked in confusion. "Well yes I mean it's better than that run down apartment of yours, I know it's yours but come on do you really want to stay there?" He asked in a calm tone seemingly not trying to aggravate me on the matter.
I pondered the thought for a few moments I really did hate that apartment but was I really ready to be in this serious of a place in the relationship where we live together? Everything had been going amazing I mean last night was amazing but I was unsure about living together. "I'll have to think about it." I said while sipping some more coffee. This seemed to displease Sam but I just couldn't make this decision freely it was something I needed time to think about.
The next few weeks were a bit uncomfortable I could tell Sam was anxious for an answer even though he was polite enough not to push or say anything. I worked at the restraraunt and hung out with the new friends I made Sally and Amanda from there they were nice but complete opposites with sally having long dark brown hair and being super fiesty and Amanda having auburn hair and being super nice and laid back. We hung out and went to the movies to see a comedy to get my mind off of everything but eventually I was going to have to tell Sam my answer and I had no idea what my answer was.
The other weird thing was I think I caught a flu or something which was weird because I never got sick since I got my powers I thought it was part of my healing abilities but maybe it was because I was never around anyone to catch anything. I was working at Sam's restaraunt when I was feeling weak, nauseaus and dizzy when Sam came in and started watching me very closely as if he noticed I wasn't feeling well. I was just trying to stand up with a bus tub of dishes when I remember the whole world started spinning and thats all I remember before I blacked out.
When I woke up I was in the hospital with a very concerned Sam holding my hand looking really distressed and worried. "Your awake, thank god I was so worried you scared me." Sam said frantically. "What happened?" I asked groggily. "You were at the diner and you passed out." Sam said a little concerned. "Oh yeah." I said as it all came back to me and I started to remember the room spinning. Just then a young female brunette doctor came in. "Are you the boyfriend?" she asked. "Yes why what happened is she ok?" Sam asked quickly. "She is fine just a little dehydrated." she said. "Why did I pass out ?" I asked. "You probably forgot to eat and with all the changes your body is going through right now and not drinking it caused a dizzy spell." She said. "What changes?" I asked confused. "Didn't the nurse come in and talk to you already?" she asked. "No your the only one who has come in and talk to us." I said a little annoyed. "I'm so sorry I thought you had been notified already your a few weeks pregnant congratulations." She said very enthusiastically.
It was like a bomb had dropped. Me and Sam were completely speechless."I'll leave you guys alone to process everything.." Said the doctor as she walked out the door a little uncomfortably. "I need my clothes so I can go." I finally said breaking the awkward silence. "Wait aren't we going to talk about this?" Sam said frantically. "No because right now I need time to process this and I need time alone to do that." I said sternly trying to put on my pants through the gown before pulling the gown off and throwing on my tank top. As I stormed through the hospital doors I left a very sad and confused looking Sam behind and I couldn't help but feel a little bit bad, but right now I needed space to think and get my thoughts together I mean what the f**k was I going to do? I can't believe I let something like this happen and got pregnant, I mean we only had s*x the one time and now I was freaking pregnant.
I took the next few days off work seeing as though I had just fainted at work and landed in the hospital. But my time alone with my thoughts did nothing for me it didn't help all it did was help me freak out more and make me wish Sam were with me right now more and more. I was soo not ready to be a mom and I knew nothing about my powers and if they could be passed down or not and if they could how the hell do I explain that one to Sam? He was normal and lived in a perfect normal world he would never understand the world I live in or atleast lived in. This was all getting very complicated very fast I now wish I hadn't persued this thing with Sam now almost anyways.
Plus, how on earth was I supposed to be any kind of mother? I wasn't the most cuddly, touchy-feely, hug you kind of person and Sam seemed to accept that fine, but how do you get a child to accept that? I still had emotional scars from being tortured for months, so I didn't really like to cuddle, but I would sit there and watch movies with Sam, which is why I'm surprised at all this thing with Sam went as far as it did. God, this was such a mess.