Chapter 11
The previous night they had slept on Leo’s lumpy couch. It had been their first time together for the whole night. Eeli did want to stay again, but after the confrontation with Patrik, he knew he felt too agitated to calm down. He would keep Leo awake with his tossing and turning. They could have s*x, of course…No, they couldn’t. It was not…Eeli knew angry s*x was supposed to be exciting and fun. He didn’t want to mix this dark feeling inside him with anything he had with Leo.
To Eeli’s relief Leo was very sweet about it. He said he totally understood if Eeli wanted to be alone and ponder in peace all that had happened.
They kissed good night in the elevator. Eeli had started to think of the place as their secret public hideout.
Eeli tossed and turned in his empty bed, and a
