10 Rowan insisted on paying for our dinner. I carried the bag of food to the table and unpacked it while he went in search for drinks. When he sat down again, he said, “You never answered my question.” I sucked in a breath and finally met his gaze. “I don’t think I ever loved Ramsey. I loved the idea of him. Of having someone in my life who would look at me the way he did. Not that it was s****l, but like I mattered. He treated me like I was important instead of like I was useless and needed to be tossed aside. And he was good to Melody and Amber. He was that guy I put on a pedestal and measured everyone else against, but I don’t think I ever loved him. Not the way she does.” Rowan nodded and opened his container of food. He was silent a few minutes while he ate. I wasn’t sure if it was

