The Billionaire’s Mistress

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Uhmm please where am I and what a happened?'' I asked him, hoping I didn't actually have sexwith him because he was still a stranger to me and he began to laugh at my question.

"What do you think happened Selena, just o you know you were great last night'' he said to me looking at me like he was about to devour me and the shirt I had on wasn't helping at all my hips were out and my ass chees we opened to a total stranger.

"What do you mean by I was great, I hope we didn't oh no no no , you're just a stranger'' now I was regretting going out and all he kept saying was it was fun.

"Please did you at least use a condom?'' I asked him and then he had this confused look on his face as he kept coming close.

"No Selen I'm not that kind of guy that takes advantage of drunk girls I just brought you home, you drew up on your clothes so I had to help you out if it and wear a shirt so you sleep I didn't even sleep on the same bed with you so that answers your question no we didn't have s*x'' but why was he naked.

" Oh I was just so scared and I'm sorry my head aches'' I said to him and he walked pass me to the side of his bed and took a glass of water which he kept for him this morning and gave it to me to drink, I thanked him and took it I then walked backto the bed cause I still wanted to sleep but I needed to get home.

"You kissed me though and when you feel asleep you keep calling the name Vivan'' he told me.

"Oh I'm so sorry about the kiss I warned you liquor isn't my thing'' I apologised to him but he had to shut me up when came closer to me grabbed on my waist pulled me so fast to him and kissed me and at that moment I was so confused, I have never kissed any other man than Cian and now his lips tasted differently.

"Now are you sorrry'' he asked as he broke the kiss and lifted me to the bed,everything was happening so fast and I could hear my heart racing fast and my temprature rising, he put me down on the bed and kept starring at me with my boot cheek out.

"You know this shirt actually looks good on you, I wish I could have a portrait of you siited like this with your legs swinging down from the bed'' he kept talking and I couldn't help but notice his p***s getting hard.

"I always f**k girls I bring home but I won't f**k you 'cause I want to see you again and again, I actually want more than a f**k from you'' he leaned towards my eyes as he whispered this words to me softly and slowly and every word he said to me turned me on in many different ways that I was afraid I was going to give my body to him but he said he wasn't going to f**k me. He then turn amd walked away to get some clothes on and became relief and I was confused what just happened right now, as he wore his boxers on I noticed his masculine finr figure and how charming his looked.

"Uhmmm... Can I get my clothes I need to get going now'' I said to him and he asked me why I was rushing to get home when I don't have keys to Lilys apartment and wasn't sure she was back yet. He told me my clothe was at the laundary and will take hours to get it cleaned, I then picked up my phone to call Lily but she didn't pick so I left a voice message for her. He finished stressing up and threw me a black short to put on to cover my ass and he asked if I was hungry.

"I made breakfast and I guess you'll be stuck wuth me for some hours I'll make sure you don't get bored'' he siad as he lead me down stirs and seeing the whole building it was so massive and I wondered if he started alone but when we got down I saw lot of workers in the house both the kitchen staff and other houshold staff as he led me towards thebig dining hall, every dish I could imagine was right on the large table for just two people I guess.

"Do you leave alone?'' I asked with a terrified vioce.

Yes I do, I'm not married yet so'' he said and sat down and began to eat what evry he laid his hands on and told me to be comfortable, me knowing from where I'm coming from I've never been to a house like this so big and he doesn't look like someone who has such richest. when we were done eating we went back upstirs and I noticed a liberay and I went ahead to enter and I noyice most of the book had his name on it meaning he was a big time writer.

" I know you have a lot of questions to ask me, yeah I'm rich I'm not an engineer I'm just a writer and I don't know why I lied but sometimes I feel writing is liam and also my family is wealthy so that how i got the big hose and everything'' he said.

"I wasn't going to ask about your wealth I was just surprise that you're a writer and you didn't have to lie, I love books I read a lot and I really want to try writing haven't just gotten the courage 'cauuse putting out your work out there needs a lot of courage because criticism and all'' he was surprised that I loved writing and I read. He encouraged me on writing and told me writing is a gift and he was going to help me with mine.

"What did you study in College?'' he asked me the one question I never wanted anyone to ask me at all and I couldn't afford to lie I wasn't ashame of it.

" I never actually went to College'' I said to him with a very sad voice.

"But you're way smarter than some graduates'' he said that just to encourage me and brought a notepad and a pen asked me to write but i was so nervous he told me to calm down and write about the first thing that came to my mind or the thing that has hurt you or just something deep. I sat down and thought of the first thing that came to my mind which was how I felt about myself right now.

" I 've got lots of flaws

I'm not perfect, I'm so imperect

I make so many mistakes 'cause I'ma different human.

I'm jealous

I'm emotional

I break rules

I'm human after all

I always feel I'm not living right

I'm very conscious

At every level of my life I've got a devil

I've learnt not to trust no one

Many timesI just want to shout it out loud to the world how it hurts to be human

I've made stupid decisions, heart aching mistake and have irreversable regrets

I've got lots of anger and hatered in me.

I trusted easily and loved faster

I'm pretty smart but not smart enough

I pretnd a lot and wear fake smiles

Not much of a talker

This is me the whole me

I keep deep and deadly secrets

I keep things to myself

I want to believe that I'm deing slowly inside.

I'm sorry if I'm nott the most prettiest,

I might never have the face of a diva rather an angel

I might never have the finest nose, sexiest lips, crystal eyes, soft hands, perfect shape of body and smooth, glowing skin.

Well this is the way I are and the way I am

I'm not like everyother person I'm just the way I are and my life is complicated

I gave it to South to read and all he said was relieving how you felt was a good thing you just have to put that energy of pain and anger more into words don't hold back. He then collected the pen from me and then began to write something on the notepad.

" I HAVE ALWAYS HAD A COMPLICATED RELATIONSHIP WITH MY OWN EXISTENCE

I WAS GIVEN A SECOND CHANCE ON LIFE AND I'VE DECIDED NOT TO TAKE IT

I THOUGHT I COULD CHANGE AND BY CHANGING MY SELF AND THE WORLD AROUND ME BUT CHANGE IS A WHOLE LOT

THIS LIFE IS UGLY AND CROSS PEOPLE LIE AND PEOPLE LEAVE BUT EVERY NOW AND THEN SOMEONE COMES ALONG AND WILL MAKE YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE AND IF YOU FIND THAT PERSON DON'T LET GO

AND MAYBE TOGETHER YOU CAN KEEP THE MONSTERS AWAY I WAS NEVER THAT LUCKY SO I'M MENDING THINGS ON MY OWN TERMS"