The Billionaire’s Mistress

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I kept reading and I realised how much South really loved Stacey and I started doubting my feelings for Cian, if I should go back to him despite the odds so he doesn't end up heart broken like South. I found a second book to read and I began to read it while South was trying to write somethings down on his notepad but he kept looking at me like he was writing about me or my presence gave him inspiration but I ignoted his eyes and concentrated on the book I was reading. This book was titled PSYCHODRAMA.

" I think it's time to confront the situation in front of us and I think it's time to walk it out and forget a the fuss

If it's me I'll have to understand I'll be out of your way no drama involved

But if it's me, if you feel I'm the one

You're gonna need to make a way for me to see it..... But as for me you're the one and in my heart our time will come

Dr Jude interrupted saying" it's thursday 6th day of may 2021, where do we start from? ". He kept a recorder on the black table next to where he was sitted as he kept writing in the notepad on his lap.

When he said all those words and interrupted my mind from thinking deep about why I am sitted with a therapist right now instead of pursuing my dreams or in my couch watching a movie or something or doing the thing I know how to do best sleeping my life out.

"Hey Miss Yasmin is your mind present ? "

He said with a nice smile on his face, I went on and nodded my head

"Then let's proceed with our first session , I want you to tell me about you apart from what I see in your profile here in this file " he said holding a file that I know contains my profile and little details about why I'm here and how I got here in the first place.

It's taking me more than a minute to talk because I am still trying to organize my words "uhmm look I don't know what to say, what you want me to say or say what I want to say that's in my head and I don't know where to start but I'll just start from my first psychodrama and I'm about to present to you my future I don't care about my past". I said all this without thinking I just said it all and more was about to come out when he told me to calm down and just tell him about myself.

" My person is a confuse person but I'm Yasmin Cole Stones and I am 23"

Jude went on to ask" Tell me about where you're from and your family just everything about your background please.

He said that looking straight into towards me till my eyes met his and those eyes kept telling me I could trust him, I looked away and concentrated my eyes outside the large widow of his office.

" I was born on the fourteenth day of the second month in the year 1998 I'm the last child of my parents, I have three older siblings Jessie ,Issa and Giveon. My mothers name is Jane...uhmm Jane Stones and My father his name is Simon Stones abd they're both African Americans. I grew up in Pittsburgh before moving to the big city of new york for college".

" Ok that's interesting " he said that as he pick up that same file on the beside him opened it all looked reading it very detailed. " I have read this before you know I just want to make sure I don't ask you the wrong questions", he said with a nice smile which made him look like a cute baby, wondering how old he coukd be he looks young though.

" It says here that you were accepted into oxford but you rejected after the wait listed you, uhmm I'm just wondering why you will do that it's a very big opportunity you know" he said that looking to hear my what I was going to say and I replied him immediately .

" I don't think it's part of the reason why I'm sitted in your office and I don't want to talk about it" I didn't want to have eye contact with him because I was avoiding saying too much and what I didn't plan on saying and I was hoping that was all he was going to ask and maybe this was the end of the session today because I was already tired of sitting here talking to a total stranger about my life.

" I want you to tell me about your parents death and how it affected you because I think that's the main reason we are here, it seems you've been distant since they died that's what your siblings said" he keep talking and I just wish I could unhear what he just said parents and died in the same sentence like it's nothing serious and who told him I'll ever want to talk about this with him. I kept quite because I could not talk or rather l had nothing to say because I don't want to talk about it, I sat there in silence looking out the window and waited for a long time before he spoke though he keep starring at me.

"Uhm uhmmm" he cleared his throat before talking. " Seems you don't want to talk about it so no futher questions but just know that I'm trying to help you get over what ever you're going through now and you can trust me but it's fine if you're not ready to talk maybe I went to far but I'm sure you'll open up soon, with that guess that's all for today I'll see you on Saturday then" he closed his notepad and dropped it on the side table as he stood up and adjusted his suit and walk to the other end of the room where his desk was , he picked up a small black card with printed writings on and walked back to me and handed it to me.

" You can call me or send me a message anytime you want to talk" he said and took a step backwards and I stood up from the sit and collected the card and put it into my pocket then I felt a soft touch on my shoulders and I looked at him with a scared face.

" You can trust me Yasmin, I'm here for you anytime" he said and rubbed my shoulder down to my arms before he took his hands off me and walk towards the door and I followed him slowly behind and I left without looking back at him and answering him when he told me goodbye.