Weekend: Saturday 30th September and Sunday 1st OctoberPeering out of the porthole, I see a dark sky with clouds hanging down low. A miserable grey Saturday when we land at Heathrow. Hard rain bounces off the tarmac. Pouring down and not quite as romantic as crystal raindrops dripping from trees along the Thames towpath. What a relief to get back to the safety of our home. Though I am now feeling better than I did before we left. The ball of anger I’ve carried around with me all my life has gone. I’ve avenged the degradation Peppina and my mother put me through. I realise why Susi has never felt anger towards her father. It’s because she killed him. Revenge relieves anger by dissipating it. I feel like a different person. One holiday is all it took. Never mind that Clara admired Peppina. A
