Sun rise and goes back, days passed by and finally it was my surgery day, I was really scared but I can't allow people to see my anxiety so I put on my good look and smile at everyone.
The feelings am having right now is a big nervousness like am really nervous, I tried my best to ensure sister Betty I will do fine and also to Cindy although I told sister Betty not to inform about the danger of the operation and I also didn't inform her about it.
I was taken into the surgery room, I met a lot of doctors in there, I was laid on the bed for the operation and my doctor Mr.phillip was also there
He told me to be strong and everything will be fine ,I just nod my head and I was then injected, all of a sudden everything went blank.
DR. PHILLIP POV
Martina is one of my special patient, no dull moment with her, she is a beautiful young girl, very intelligent and then gifted with a lovely eyes.
But then this same adorable girl has a heart problem, her condition is very worse that the operation is 50:50, I told her guardian it is 30:70 because I don't want her to risk her life.
Martina is just so persistent about the surgery and I don't know what else to do since she made up her mind already, I just hope she survive it, am pretty sure she's strong but I hope she's strong enough to survive the surgery.
We are now in the surgery room now with some of my colleagues, seniors and student, Martina doesn't look scared a bit she kept on smiling and I love that
“Don't worry everything will be fine you just have to be strong okay”
“I will keep that in mind” she said with a big smile on her face.
Am not actually information surgery am just there to learn so am not the one doing the surgery, I will just be there to give tools to the doctors operating.
They start and it was going so easy until her breath start to drop so fast and her blood was pumping out and I just can't do anything about it, my seniors were all rushing doing what they can do but all to no avail, her breathing finally stop and her death day was recorded.
I couldn't leave the place, I felt a lot of pity for her but I guess that was her destiny, my seniors were still there but was busy discussing everything happened so fast, it was all just about few seconds.
We packed everything up and was about to leave when all of a sudden her CPR rise again and she was back everyone was surprised including me like this is the very first time am experiencing something like this.
We all rushed back to her and continued from where they stop, I was so happy and proud of her, I knew she could do it, I knew she would survive it.
MARTINA POV
I opened my eyes and it was blurry at first but then everything was clear, I saw sister Betty and I was happy because am alive again and the first person I saw again was sister Betty that's like a huge blessing to me, I tried to talk but then I go a pain in my throat.
“you don't have to say anything, you just need to calm down” she said and stood up then went outside.
I saw her coming in with Phillip “Hey beautiful welcome back ” he said, I smiled at him as I watch him come closer to me, he check some things and told sister Betty not to worry that I will be fine.
“Am so happy you are finally back, do you know you are such a strong girl, I thought you couldn't do this and you did it, am so happy for you ”she said and I just nod my head and smile at her.
“you have to stay at the hospital for now and when the doctor says you can come back then you will but you don't have to worry because I will always visit you and sure you should know your friend will also”
She left after some hours and I slept off, I dreamt about me and Adrian living happily I was so happy in my dream.
I woke up and was just very happy am finally free at least now I can confidently reply amen to long life and prosperity.
I glance through everywhere,i studied everything around me, I tried to talk and I was able to but it wasn't clear enough yet, I stood up struggling to stand well but am not the type that give up, I tried again and again until I finally get on my feet although I wasn't stable, I guess am just so weak.
I went to the window to adore the gift given to us by the Lord, I was busy staring at the cloud when I heard someone's footstep, I looked back and it was Cindy, she was with a bag, she rushed to me and I was expecting a hug just to be disappointed she shouted “oh my God you are finally awake, but you know you aren't okay yet and you shouldn't be stressing yourself”
“I can't just lay on the bed and stay there all day you know”
“yeah that's right but you just need to be careful ”
“I will, Cindy have you hear from Adrian”
“No not at all”
“Are you being serious right now?”
“The last time i checked I wasn't a joker so yes am being serious ”
“I wonder why he hasn't contact you yet since I haven't talk to him for days”
“He might be busy ”
“yeah I guess ”
Cindy gist me about everything I miss and we both laugh at some things....when it was Dawn she left and I was left alone again so I just lie down and sleep.