ZOELLA'S POV
The twins finally finished packing up my things for me. I don't even bother looking at them I kept my eyes on my lap.
"Zoella, you are really leaving?"
"Yes." I said getting up from the bed. I still felt tiny pains I'm sure by tomorrow I wouldn't feel them at all. Why would I even still stay when everything is over already.
I walked up to my suit case to carry it. But Oliver stopped me.
"I'll carry it." He says. I nodded and just walked out of my room with my hands in my jersey pocket.
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The car stops infront of my house. The house I missed and found peace.
The whole car ride was silence. Which I appreciated. It hurts so much. I can't even sleep without waking up midnight from a nightmare. I hate looking at my body in the mirror because it looks disgusting with th
