Demonwolf and his Broken Goddess

Tempting fate

I speed out of Viviana's parking lot gripping the sterring wheel so hard I almost ripped it off. I knew she loved Lucian. I knew the hold he had on her but never have I ever seen her lose her mind like that. How was I supposed to respond to that ? I only knew that I wouldn't sit and watch her go mad, so I left. I can't keep saving someone who doesn't want to be saved. f**k! why couldn't she just leave him. I know it's partially my fault I never made my intentions clear and she friendzoned me before I could. Pulling over to the side of the road I get out of the truck and walk to the tailgate leaning on it . I take a deep breath trying to relax when I suddenly feel cold and empty and can't catch my breath. It felt like I was dying. Images of Viviana rush through my mind and my heart sinks on my stomach. I jump back in the truck rushing back to her apartment opening the door and running inside . " Vivi!?" "Viviana, where are you"? She doesn't answer I check the kitchen before walking down the hall and opening the door to her bedroom to see her slumped half way off her reading nook gray and not breathing.

Panic rushes through me. I shake her and she doesn't move. Picking her up I lay her on the bed looking around searching to find out what she took finding the pain pill bottle in her bathroom floor. f**k! I rush back to her side putting one hand over her mouth and the other over her stomach chanting the only healing spells I can remember . Five minutes pass and nothing happens . I place my hands on my head falling to my knees beside her. Crying and breaking . This was my fault I should have never left her. Hat was she thinking ? I knew she wasn't happy but I had tried to change that when I could , but I failed. " Gasp" I look up startled by the sound. She's breathing! Trying to catch her breathing grab her face before she can say anything I pull her towards me embracing her as tight as I could without crushing her . " Ni you came back.". I wiped the tears from my face " why couldn't I Vivi? Why would you do this"? She tries to get up. I put a hand on her shoulder, keeping her down. " Don't , you still be a little weak". She complains, sighing " I have no one Ni, Lucia well is Lucian,I have no dreams or future and I thought I had caused you to give up on me as well". She tears up continuing. " I just couldn't take that so I figured everyone would be better off with.." I grab her face gently, kissing her lips not wanting her to finish that sentence. The feeling of her soft lips against mine calmed everything in me and to my surprise she started kissing me back, opening her mouth allowing my tongue to entangle with hers before running my tongue across her bottom lip. Her kiss was bittersweet; she tasted like mangos and sadness. Viviana pulls away from me standing up holding her hands out to keep me at a distance. " Nisiah I can't I'm with Lucian". My blood runs hot. " Really Vivi? I almost lost you forever and you're worried about an abusive deadbeat who isn't even here? And if thats so then why did you kiss me back"? She just stands there looking at me with guilt in her eyes and a hint of something else. " Listen , Lucian does nothing but treat you like his own personal punching bag and I know that you have only ever seen me as a friend ,but Vivi I've loved you since I pulled you out of the locker in highschool." I stopped lifting her chin to look her in the eyes ." I can't , I won't lose you again"! She stares at me with a tear falling from her eye when she wraps her arms around my neck and starts kissing me, I pick her up laying her down on the bed savoring the taste of her lips. Her to fingers gripping my hair kissing me passionately making my c**k hard, sliding against her legs so she can feel how much I want her and she moans in my mouth making me kiss her harder before she pulls away trying to catch her breath.

A smile crosses her face and something in her eyes light up. It's sexy and a little dangerous. I flip us so that I can admire all of her , she starts grinding on me I let out a soft but warning growl making her smile bigger. " I want you Ni all of you". Her words are the last straw, my control breaks and in a split second I've ripped off our clothes revealing her beautifully supple breast . I make one in my mouth sliding my tongue around her n****e making her moan. She grips my c**k teasing me by rubbing it across her entrance before sitting down taking all of me . I've waited years or this and it's already ten times better than my imagination. Her warmth seeping on to my lower stomach and thighs and I know she has been wanting his too. I kiss her when she goes to moan wrapping my arms around her waist. Breaking the kiss I take control ramming myself inside her orving her to moan Into my mouth. She makes me feel complete like she was the missing piece to my puzzle. I break the kiss and she lets her head fall back in ecstasy orgasming on top of me . The feeling of her p***y squeezing my c**k brings me to climax. My c**k quivering inside her as I find her lips once more before she slides off laying beside me. He sits up looking down at me with the happiest look I have ever seen on her face and her emotions spoke the same. "I've never felt so treasured like that before". She says giggling before getting up walking into the bathroom stopping in the doorway looking back at me. " I'm pretty sure I love you Nisiah." I smile " I'm pretty sure I love you too Vivi". He closes the bathroom door and I get up getting dressed standing infront of her ful length mirror attached to her bathroom door . No matter what happens there's no going back now. I pick up her ripped clothes and throw them in the trash can beside her bookshelf when I hear her scream. She opens the bathroom door pointing to her now healed eye. I chuckle relaxing leaning against the wall crossing my arms over my chest. " Oh yes sorry I forgot to mention that as a demon wolf I can heal my mate and vice versa when they become intimate." She just stares at me in shock and I shrug. " Wait! Mates, I'm your mate"? I nod she starts shaking her head and I feel her anger rising. " How long have you known?". I uncross my arms gently grabbing her arms. " I didn't tell you because I didn't want you to feel forced to be with me and you met Lucian before I could work up the courage to tell you.". Horror flashes across her face and her guilt hits me and the mention of Lucian's name and the nothing but anger. " Wait so you're telling me that all this trauma and pain could have been avoided, that I could have been happy this whole time? " A tear falls from her eye and she pulls out of my arms looking disgusted. " So what, you've just been watching my pain like some sort of sick movie"? I move towards her and she steps back so I stop. " Vivi I hate everything he has done to you, but you never gave me any notion that you wanted anything but friendship and I didn't want to lose our friendship trying to push for something that I didn't if you would want.im sorry I should have spoken up sooner I know that now ". She scoffs " I accepted your Demonwolf secret and I could have even accepted being your mate." Fear runs through me praying she doesn't reject me. " I can't accept the fact that you knew what I was going through as your mate being abused and silenced and you did nothing.". I could feel her pain and the fact that I caused it was unbearable and for once I didn't know how to fix this. " Get out"! I look at her surprised " what? Vivi no let me explain". " No! You have no idea what I've been through what I've had to survive and you could have stopped it ,No! Get out!" Watching the tears fall I could feel her shame, hurt and betrayal so I gave in. " Fine Viviana but know this , I know I f****d up but I swear il fix this and I will always be here when you need me "! I grab my keys walking to my truck cranking it up. She has a point. I knew what was going on and I just stood by and let it happen. I should have told her that she is my mate the minute I realized it because she is mine only mine and I should have kept it that way.