CHAPTER THREE: THE NIGHT EVERYTHING SHIFTED
The Night I Wasn’t Looking for Anything, I didn’t want to go to the party. That should have been my first sign.
“Lucy, you can’t just stay inside all the time,” my sister said, already halfway dressed, excitement written all over her face.
“I’m not in the mood,” I muttered, scrolling through my phone without really seeing anything.
"I thought as much, I knew you would say this",
“You’re never in the mood these days.”
She wasn’t wrong. But I didn’t want to admit to that.
“Pleaseee....,” she added, softer this time. “Just come. You don’t even have to stay long.”
I sighed. Not because I was convinced, But because I was tired of explaining myself.
“Fine,” I said finally. “But I’m not staying long.”
"Ok, ok I agree", Can we go now?"
I should have stayed home.
The party was louder than I expected. Music filling the air, people moving, laughing, shouting over each other. Lights flashing just enough to make everything feel slightly unreal. I stood at the edge of it all. Present, but not really part of it.
Why did I come here?
I wrapped my arms around myself slightly, scanning the crowd without interest.Couples laughing and holding each closely, Friends dancing.
People leaning too close to hear each other.
Everything felt distant. Like I was watching a life I wasn’t living.
“Relax,” my sister said, nudging me. “You look like you’re being forced to be here.”
“I am,” I replied dryly.
She laughed and disappeared into the crowd, leaving me alone with the noise, I exhaled slowly.
Just stay for a bit. Then you can leave. That was the plan. Until I felt it, That strange, quiet awareness. Like someone was looking at me.
I ignored it at first, Shifted slightly, Looked away.
But the feeling didn’t leave. It stayed, Steady.
Unmoving, And against my better judgment. I turned, That was the first time I saw him. The Way He Looked at Me, He wasn’t dancing.Wasn’t laughing, Wasn’t trying to be noticed. He was just… there, Standing a little away from the crowd, like the noise didn’t belong to him. Like he didn’t need it, and yet he stood out more than anyone else. His gaze was on me.
Not quick, Not accidental, Intentional.
I frowned slightly, instinctively looking away.
"Why is he looking at you like that"
"I hope he doesn't get closer"
I shifted my weight, pretending not to notice.
But a few seconds later, I looked again.He was still looking, My heart did something small.
Unexpected. Not fast. Not dramatic.Just… aware.
I don’t know what came over me, Maybe curiosity, Maybe irritation but before I could stop myself, I started walking toward him. Halfway there, I almost turned back. What are you doing?
But it was too late. He was already watching me approach. Up close, he looked calmer than I expected, Not surprised, Not eager Just… steady.
“Do you always stare at people like that?” I asked. Directly and Sharp.
His lips curved slightly.
“Only when they keep looking back.”
I blinked, That wasn’t the response I expected.
“I wasn’t staring,” I said quickly.
“You were,” he replied calmly. “Just… less obvious.”
"And I couldn't resist it because your eyes were so charming and attractive"
Something about that made my chest tighten.
Not uncomfortable.
Just… noticed.
I folded my arms lightly. “And what exactly are you seeing?” He took a second, Not rushing, Not trying to impress me.
“You look like you don’t want to be here,” he said.
I paused.
That hit too close.
“And you decided to stare because of that?” I asked.
“No,” he said. Another pause.
“Because you stayed anyway. I looked away briefly, then back at him.
“You’re very observant,” I said.
“Only when I’m paying attention,” he replied.
“And why are you paying attention to me?”
This time, he didn’t answer immediately, Just looked at me Long enough for me to feel it.
“Because you’re not pretending,” he said finally.
My breath caught slightly.
“You don’t even know me,” I replied.
“I don’t need to,” he said softly. “Not completely.”
That should have annoyed me, But it didn’t. It unsettled me In a way I couldn’t explain.
I should have walked away.That would have been the smart thing to do, But I didn’t, Instead, I stayed not because I trusted him, not because I liked him. But because something about him didn’t feel like everything I had experienced before and that alone was enough to confuse me.
“I’m Daniel,” he said.
His name felt… simple.
“Lucy,” I replied, even though he hadn’t asked.
“I know,” he said. I frowned slightly. “How?”
“Someone called your name earlier.” I nodded slowly. Of course, That made sense.But for some reason, I didn’t expect it to feel like that.
Like he had been paying attention longer than I realized.
“I don’t usually talk to strangers at parties,” I said.
“I’m not a stranger anymore,” he replied.
I almost smiled.
“That’s not how things works,” I said. “It can be,” he said simply. There it was again, That quiet confidence, Not loud, Not forceful. Just… certain.
“You’re very sure of yourself,” I said.
“Not always,” he replied. “Just when something feels right.” My chest tightened slightly.
Don’t do this. “I don’t give my number easily,” I said, more as a boundary than a statement.
He nodded. “I didn’t ask.” I blinked.
“You were going to,” I said. “Maybe,” he admitted.
Silence, Then “Do you want to give it to me?”
My heart skipped. I hated that it did.
“No,” I said quickly, Too quickly. He didn’t react.
Didn’t push. Didn’t try to convince me.
“Okay,” he said. Just like that. And somehow
that affected me more than if he had argued.
He turned slightly, like he was about to leave.
And for reasons I didn’t understand, I didn’t want him to. “Wait,” I said.
He stopped, Turned back I hesitated.
Why are you doing this? I didn’t have an answer.
But I spoke anyway. “Give me your phone.”
His eyebrow lifted slightly, but he handed it to me without question.
I took it, Entered my number and Saved it, Then handed it back. “I might not reply,” I said.
“That’s fine,” he replied with a smile.
I frowned slightly. “You’re not going to ask me to?”
“No.” “Why?” He looked at me for a moment.
“Because I’d rather you want to," " and if you don't mind I can drop you off at your place "
" No, thanks, I... I would leave with my sister"
" oh ok" he replied. " Then I will get to know where you leave some other time", " Bye "
" Bye" I waved back at him.
That was it. That was the moment something shifted. Not loudly,Not completely but enough. Enough for me to walk away from him that night and still feel like I hadn’t really left. Because for the first time in a long time someone wasn’t trying to take something from me. And I didn’t know what to do with that. And so he left me wondering if he was different or like the others.