His Secret Lust

Tell me this isn't real

He's looking at me closely, clearing his throat he says. "I read the letter that Robert sent you." f**k I think to myself running my hand through my hair. Looking down I say " I haven't even read the letter yet." Will takes a step closer and says with what I think is a husky voice. " It was very explicit, detailed actually. " I look into his eyes not sure what I am seeing. Is it lust or curiosity? I am so confused. I just stand there not sure what to say. Finally I clear my throat and turn away, closing my eyes I ask "How explicit." I feel him move from his spot and I know he is standing behind me. Feeling ashamed, I think? I'm not really sure how I feel. I feel Will put his hand on my shoulder. His tumb rubbing the stop between my neck and shoulder. I know he is trying to comfort me, but he has no idea what it is doing to my body. I try to side step away. But he runs his hand down my arm and grabs my wrist. I turn around slowly and when I do he pushes me against the counter. Our bodies pressed together I know he can feel my erection. He leans forward and brushes his lips with mine. Sending tingles down my spine. His lips are warm and perfect. He does it again only this time his trongue rubs the crease of my lips. I open my lips welcoming a seering kiss. Like teenagers going crazy we are grinding on each other and making out like we may get cought. And we could get cought by Megan. Both of us moaning in each others mouths trying our best to be quiet. He grinding on me so good I feel his lenght and it feels so good. I cant believe I am dry humping my best friend, my crush in his own kitchen. I reach for his waist band and slip my hand inside. finding a very nice bare c**k. I wrap my hand around him stroking lightly. He growls and tells me to go faster and I do, god he feels so good. we are still grinding on each other my c**k is straining. He grabs my head with his hands and kisses me so deep and moans into my mouth. then I feel his c**k swell and he cums unden in my hands. The feel of him has my balls tightening and I c*m in my boxers grinding up against him.

He quickly pushes away. breathing heavy and looking out of shorts and maybe sad Im not sure. he turns and goes to leave. I grab his hand, he stops " I can't look at you right now." he says in a low tone. I let go of him, and I watch him head back upstairs with his head hanging. "f**k What have I Done!" I head to the guest room and quietly get dressed and sneak out of the house.

It has been almost four weeks sense the hot and steamy orgasim in Will's kitchen. I have not heard from him and I have not reached out. I sm not sure I can be just friends with him again after all of that. It was like a wild fire, f**k I came in my boxers from dry humpimg. I look at the clock in my office and its almost 3pm on the dot. My contact will be here any minute. So the frequency I have been paying men to do my dark deeds has pick up. All I think about is Will being the person I am doing. I claer my deck and get ready for my contact to give me what I need. Like clock works he arrives right at 3pm. I move to sit on my couch opening my pants and pulling my alresdy hard c**k out.

" On your knees" I demand. he lowers himself down on his knees. he has dark hair and blue eyes like Will. He can suck c**k really f*****g good. He's one of my favorite’s. I feel him swallow my whole lenght and I close my eyes and lean my head back on the couch. f**k it feels so good. His warm lips sliding up and down shaft his hand rubing the base and my balls.

"f**k" I moan out and I reach for the back of his head and I Start f*****g his face hard.

" your mouth likes to suck my c**k, Doesn't it?" I growl out

" you are my dirty boy now swallow me down your throat." still holding his head I slam my hips up.

" Thats it... yes just like that, f**k!" I yell

" swallow all my c*m you dirty boy, don't let any spill." and with one last stroke of his tongue I c*m. Holding his head down my c**k making sure he gets all of me down his throat. When I realise him and he looks up at me with tears going down his cheeks. He looks so cute with his swollen lips and rosey cheeks. I grab him and bring him to my mouth. Kissing him deeply tasteing myself as I do. I don't even notice my door open or close. Hands are roaming all over each other. I feel his c**k and how hard he is. I whisper in his ear and I rub my hand over his pants stroking his c**k. "Do you want me to take care of this for you?"

Then I hear what I think is someone clearing their throat I stop. looking up I see Will standing there. Looking very angry and uncomforable. I push my contact away from me and tell him to leave. He looks disappointed but he leaves knowing ill make it up to him soon. I close my pants and straighten myself out.

"hey, I wasn't expecting you." I say as calmly as possible. He looks so good. His baby blue eyes. His dark hair and his strong chest. He has a five o'clock shadow and it is sexy as f**k.

" wasn't sure I would come." He tells me

" Ok." I say

clearing his throat and running his hand through his hair a few times. He ssuddenly comes toward me. grabs my face and kisses me. I push back but he just had olds on tighter and deepens the kiss. I'm a sucker for punishment so I kiss him back. Before I know what is going on we are on my office couch grinding, kissing, moaning, touching. I quickly stop and pull away.

"Don't stop." he pleads as he is rubbing himself over his pants.

looking at him I ask. " what is this? what are you doing here? What is going on Will?" He slowly sits up and looks at me. I finally see how tired he looks and maybe a little thin. I reach up and touch the side of his cheek. " look at me, what is going on?" tears brim his eyes, and I know this isnt good.

He blows out a breath "I can't stop thinking about the kitchen. All I seem to do is jack off thinking of you. that night turned me on like I have never been turned on before. Not even with Megan. I just wanted a taste you know, but i never expected this."

"What do you want?" I ask him.

" I want to f**k you!" he tells me

"what about Megan? this isn't good. you see what my secret did to me and Olivia. I was planning on going on like I was forever, never stoping my contacts." I tell him " all it did was still come out and hurt her."

"you let me worry about Megan." he leaned forward and brushed his lips over mine. kissing me down my neck pulling open my shirt and sucking on my n****e. he slowly moved his lips down my abbs kissing and sucking. opening my pants and pulling out my c**k. he licked the head spring me to life once more. "let me make you feel good," he whispered