beautifully broken

why

Megan's P.O.V

there is an arm wrapped around my lower abdomen. and someone breathing on my neck. to scared to move I just laid there listing to their breathing trying to figure out who is behind me and how did they get there how did I get here? I notice I am starting to breath really hard so I try to give my self a Skye pep talk and calm down but it didn't work until that is until I felt the person behind me move then I stopped breathing all together.

"good morning princess", is all I hear but it is all it takes I'm pretty sure I know that voice. so I roll over and s**t what have I done I have got to stop drinking.

"Samantha what are you doing in bed with me? where is this bed? who's house is it in I mean? where is your girlfriend? and what did we do"

I move out of her arms and sit up quickly holding the sheet up to my naked chest.

"f**k where are my clothes?" damn it Sam I said we are done!

she just folded her arms above her head and chuckled " hey you called me and said everyone is taking shots it was a good time you missed me and needed me to come to you right now so I did. now you want to act shocked that your waking up in my arms . this house belongs to a buddy of mine and said we could stay here for a few days Skye is across the hall sleeping off her drunken state what's the problem?" Samantha responded oozing her cocky attitude.

"Well I don't remember calling you! and even if I did you have a girlfriend you don't come to your drunk ex just because she calls" I snapped back "

looking me in the eye she said "every time you call ill come to you I love you Megan"

and with that statement I didn't care I was in a strange house all that mattered was Samantha finally said she loves me. I threw my self at her and kissed her with everything I had I'm not sure if its because the time we spent apart or if her soon to be ex girlfriend taught her some new tricks but her kiss was way different then it has ever been but a good different. she set my world on fire with one statement and one kiss. pulling apart breathing heavy she said it was getting late and we need to get out of bed go and have lunch. so she led me out of the room. As soon as I hit the hallway I remembered she said Skye was across the hall so I let go of her hand to walk to the door

she grabbed my wrist and asked "where are you going the kitchen is this way " motioning with her head down the hall.

" I dont care I want to check on my friend"

letting go again I peak inside. sure enough sprawled out on a huge bed is Skye sleeping peacefully. I smile and shut the door. turning back around Samantha is standing with her hand reaching out for me. looking a little worried but tried to cover it with a grin I grabbed it and asked " do you remember my favorite thing to eat for lunch?"

she looked straight ahead and I swear when I looked at her eyes it was as if there was an entire galaxy spinning in the center of just black darkness I blinked to get a better look and it was her regular dark brown almost black eyes.

" of course crispy chicken salad with raspberry vinaigrette and ranch dressing."

she smoothly responded while sticking her finger in her mouth like it sounds horrible and she wants to gag. rolling my eyes I settle back in close to her as we walk to the kitchen. we finally reach the kitchen and she sits me at the island in the middle on a bar stool while she begins lunch. I start thinking about the day before I don't even remember shopping and going back home its like their is a part of my memory missing. every time I try and think about it the only thing that comes to mind is Samantha smiling at me. I put my forehead against the cool marble counter top sitting in front of me frustrated that I drank so much to forget my best friends big night did everything go ok did the moon goddess give her a gift. as I focused on yesterday more and more my head began to hurt really bad. I remember shopping but that is all I got. as if sense my distress Samantha turns around and tells me "calm down the night was amazing Skye looked beautiful and you were breath taking her parents where proud and everyone had a good time don't stress on it "

just then she sets my salad down in front of me and it smells fabulous." thank you so much Sam when did you learn how to cook I thought a house this big you would for sure be having someone else make my lunch you did it perfectly though you couldn't even cook grilled cheese when we dated"

" well I learned a little bit to impress you if you ever decided to come back to me, and good thing I did because when my buddy isn't here his staff is off their is no one to cook for you but me"

" well I appreciate it and the chicken taste amazing"

after finishing my salad I noticed Sam is just sitting beside me staring at me not eating anything for her self I know she doesn't like salad but she loves food. "How come your not eating your always hungry you almost eat as much as Skye"

I say with a chuckle thinking of my best friend and her big ol man portions.

" Just a little hungover not hungry yet princess"

is the only response I get. Sam grabbed my plate and washed off before setting it into the dishwasher I have never seen her act this way and whats with the staring off in the distance with the creepy/dreamy eyes maybe I had to much to drink and need to rest a little longer.

" hey Sam do you mind if I go lay back down I'm not quite feeling my self and think maybe a nap will help after drinking so much I blacked out".

as soon as the words left my mouth it was like all my memories came back and hit me so hard I almost passed out was I kidnaped? why is Sam here? was that really Skye? looking up at Sam I couldn't help it a tear fell down my cheek she finally told me she loved me and it took being kidnapped ? by her ? I don't understand. the only word I can manage is "why" but as soon as I say it I see the person I thought to be Sam this entire time change into one of the most attractive men I have ever seen in my life . all I can do is back away but not fast enough I cant scream and can barley move. the man is in front of me with unhuman speed he cant be a wolf they cant assume someone's identity. what the hell is going on I bring my arms up and try to fight him away . as if none of my punches even bothers him he leans down and kisses my forehead and I'm falling asleep. the last thing I see is his jawline.