Battle Of Survival

Episode 5

Irish's Point of View,

I can not even think in my wildest dream that he will ever come after me and now I am just feeling that I am the happiest girl in the world, no one can compete me, I mean can you belive a guy who used to be your crush and he was so handosme and dashing and girls are ready to die for him and in that case, it is so hard to belive that he is sending me a letter and gifts and wants to be with me, I just could not belive it, I am still so confused how should i react on this, things were not easy for me in the school when I used to like him.

I was so glad that he is finally realizing that I am the one for him, no other girl can take my place in his heart, but still it is so shocking to know coz he never used to even look at me and in that case thinking that he could like me and come after me, it is really a big thing for me, I do not know that how the hell I should react at this time, I know i can not lose my mind like other stupid girls, coz I am mature enogh to understand such small things, and such big things, we are almost adults now and we are in college, I should know that how should I behave, I know it is a happy news for me, and if I want I can even dance after hearing this coz  things were never in my favour, I was literally dying to even see him, he was so different than others and everyone used to think that they can have him and that thing used to make me so sad coz I had no one back then, not even Bella, I met her late and when I used to like Nile, I had no one beside me with whom I can share everything, so it was so hard for me to control my feeling and hiding them so that no one can know that I am also one of those crazy girls who used to die for him, I was so shy that time, and I always like to keep my things private so that no one can make fun of me and my feelings, so that things hurts more than anything, so I did not let anyone know that Nile was my crush and I am crazy about him.

I still remember what Nile used to do when he gets to know that any girl likes him, he was so smart and so mean at that time, he used to tease that girl intentionally and his tease was so damn painful, I remember that there was a girl and her name was maybe Helly, she was so crazy about Nile, and even people used to say that she used to come school so that she could see him at least once, so when Nile gets to know  abou that, he made fun of her in front of whole school, I really think that he should not have done that, I mean he should have respect her feelings if he does not like her back, I remember her crying face how badly she was crying after that, he was not done just afeter that, someone cliked some few pictures of her while she was crying and then those pictures were everyhwere, it was like, they were on i********: and f*******:, and every single site of college, and then I felt so bad for her, Helly was a pretty girl and I think she could get any guy she wants but I do not know why the hell she was crazy after Nile so much that he insulted her so much but she did not say a single word to him, seems like she was in love with Nile and Nile had no idea about that, that is why she endured all the pain alone, I felt so f*****g bad for her, Nile did not get affected at all, he was still like that, dashing and cool dude.

May be that is why I was also scared to share my feelings, I know he was the one who was driving me crazy, no one would belive that I was so crazy about him, I used to see dreams about him and every time I close my eyes, I see his face,  I was feeling like he was everywhere I see, I was even having his posters in my rooms and they were hided so no one could know about that, he was the most handsome guy I seen ever and no one could compete him, sometimes I used to think that he came straight from the heaven coz I do not think that could be that handsome ever, his eyes were deep like ocean and I used to feel that I can even drown in his deep eyes, and his handsome face can make fool anyone, I do not know how did this happen but his every move was sexy and I can stop thinking about him, in my whole life I did not think that I will ever fell for him, but right now I know so well that he already trapped me in his charm.

I was not sure what should I do and how should I react, I mean I am just feeling so overwhelmed, I did not think that he will ever try to approach me, he was something so special for me always, I just thought that he was my crush and I always thought that he does not even look at me but now he is not here but he is sending me this and I just can not believe that it is for real,

"Okay so now tell me fast and stop blushing like a stupid teenager", said Bella to me and I just glared at her with wide eyes, how could she say this to me,

"Okay sorry but now stop staring at me like that and tell me fast", she said again and I just looked at her and took a deep breath,

"He is my crush from high school", I said to her and she just looked at me with wide eyes,

"What, when did that happen, I mean why I did not know about it", she asked me and I just blushed again,

"What, stop blushing like that, tell me more about him", she asked me and I just looked at her,

"He was the one with blue eyes and that handsome face", I said to her and her eyes got wide after hearing my words,

"What are you saying, I mean are you sure, you are talking about him, gosh, he was the most handsome boy of our school, how the hell I can forget his name like this", she asked me and I just rolled my shoulders, I just know that she would be shocked after hearing my words, and I am also so shocked and excited, I mean it is like a dream for me, I used to dream about him a lot coz I always thought that I will never get a chance to be with him and talk to him but today everything is looking like a dream, he sends me a letter as he is expressing his feelings towards me with this beautiful ring,

"Yes he is the one, he is the one who send me this letter and ring", I said to her with a big smile on my face and she was glaring at me with angry eyes and I just looked at her with confused eyes, why the hell she is looking at me with angry eyes,

"What happen, why you are looking at me like you will kill me", I asked her and she just fold her hand to her chest and looked at me with angry eyes again,

"Why you did not tell me that you like him, you never told me that he was your crush in school days", she asked me and I just put my hand on my head, she is so stupid,

"Bella, just try to understand, I did not tell anyone coz I just thought that I will never get a chance to even talk to him as you know how cold and arrogant he was, he was always rude to me and I just think that he did not even look at me that time, so I just thought that everyone will make fun of me if I say that I like him, so I just gulped hard and tried to forget him", I said to her as she was looking at me with straight eyes and I just took a deep breath, it was not easy for me to forget him like that coz he was the only one I used to like in the whole school and he was so rude so I just thought I will never let anyone know that I like him,

"Aww, my baby, I am so sorry that you feel that way, but you could have at least tell me about it, maybe I would have helped you in that and you could have to feel good about it", she said to me and pulled me into a hug and I also hugged her back coz now I was so f*****g happy,

"That is okay, that time is gone now but now you should be happy that he send this letter for you with this ring and this ring is just like every girl's dream and you should be so so f*****g happy if I would be at your place I am sure that I would be crazy till now", she said and we both just laughed hard,

"Okay so now what you think, how you will reply to him about it", she asked me and again a blush came on my face and I just smiled at her,

"Well, I am thinking that I will also write a letter for him and he would be so happy I am sure", I said to her and I just saw the excitement ran into her eyes and we just high fived, we both are so crazy but now the difference is I am gonna be extra crazy after getting this letter,

"Wow Irish, you are thinking just like him, I am sure that he would love this, I mean this idea is just amazing", she said to me and that made me happier than before, I just know this feeling is new for me and I am just feeling over than actual but what I can do about it, it is not in my hands, my mind is just reacting that way and it is just hard to control, I just know he also struggled hard while writing this letter coz I could see the pressure on the words, he must be holding that pen for too long and I will also do the same, I will pour all my feelings in that letter and when he will read that letter he would be so happy just like I am right now,

"Hey, what are you thinking now, just tell me what else your evil mind is planning", she asked me and I just looked at her as she was shaking my shoulder,

"I am just a little excited to share this news with my mom, I just know she would be so happy, she always teases me, you will not believe that she used to tease me that I am in college but still I could not get a single boy and I just used to glare her coz, not any mom says like this", I said to Bella and she just laughed at my words, I just know that it was so funny but still this thing matters for me a lot,

"Your mom is so cool and I think she is an exception in our mother's world and I think that makes you so lucky than others coz not any mom supports their kids in these types of matters, kids always hides these things to their parents and you are first who is excited to share this with your mom", she said to me and I just blushed hard, I just know that she is right but I share a special bond with my mom and I just know so well what she thinks and what not so I am totally free in this matter,

"Yeah, I mean you can say this, I am just so lucky to have them as my parents, not everyone could get such parents like them", I said to her and a happy smile came on my face,

"We already bunked the class, now what we are supposed to do", I just asked her with narrow eyes and she just handed that ring box in my hands,

"First of all keep this into your bag, this is so expensive and we can not afford to lose it", she said to me and pulled my bag and I just looked at her, she is so right, we can not afford to lose it, what if he came to me and ask me where the hell his ring is and I say that I lose it, what if he kills me for that, I just know that I am thinking so stupid but I can not control my stupid mind,

"I am just putting it into your bag and keep your bag with you always, okay", she said to me and I just nodded my head like an obedient kid, I just know that she is right, I just have to be careful,

"Okay so now what we are gonna do", she asked me and I just started thinking about it, there is no way that I am feeling like study anymore, I am just so happy and I just want to enjoy this day,

"How about we go out shopping and park and have fun today", I asked her and she looked at me with wide eyes,

"Are you serious, I mean are you okay, are you sure that you saying this into your right senses", she asked me and I just glared at her with angry eyes,

"Stop overreacting or else I am gonna kill you right there", I said to her and she just stopped laughing at me, I just know that I always deny to her when she says to bunk and all this but today is a special day and I just want to enjoy this badly,

"I am doing overreact, really Irish", she asked me with narrow eyes and I just forced a smile on her,

"Okay okay, I am sorry baba, I just know that you always wanted to go out like that and I always deny but today I am really feeling like I want to go out and have fun, so please now stop getting angry and stop staring at me like that and let us go with me so that we could have a lot of fun", I said to her and she just smiled at me with big eyes,

"Okay so let us go, I can not wait to go out as you already know that I am always ready to go out", she said to me and we both got up from the garden and made our way out of there towards the parking area,

"I am just so excited to go out, I mean after so many days we are going out like this", she said and I just handed her the keys of my scooter,

"You are gonna drive today", I said to her and she looked at me with wide and narrow eyes, as I said to you that we both are just like the same, we both do not like driving much and if we have an option we always give keys to others,

"But why, I do not want to drive and you know that", she said to me and I just smiled at her sheepishly,

"Yes I know that and you also know that I also do not like this and also I am having my bag and I need to take extra care of my bag so you just have to drive baby", I said to her but she was glaring at me with wide eyes,

"Oh really, I can take extra care of your precious bag if you want", she said to me but I just shook my head,

"No, no baby, I just can not take the risk, so you are gonna drive and I will sit behind you", I said to her and she was just looking at me with angry eyes but I just ignored his glare and passed him a big smile,

"Oh come on Bella you can do that for me, right", I asked her,

"Yeah, yeah, of course, I can do anything for you, now sit and let us go", she said and started driving and we both just cheered up, we both were hooking and yelling on the roads,

"I just can not believe that you are that much happy, I mean my single best friend is that much happy with just one letter and one ring", she said to me and I just can not stop blushing, it is just hard to believe for me too that I am blushing hard like this,

"I just know that okay, you just do not need to remind me that Bella, you just know how happy I am so I just want to enjoy this day", I said to her and she just passed me a big smile,

"Okay so now tell me where do you want to go to first", Bella asked me and I just started thinking that where should we go,

"Well how about we go to the park and then pool", I asked her and she just looked at me with wide eyes,

"Are you sure that you want to go to the pool at this time", Bella asked me and I nodded my head, it is been a long that I did not go to the pool and I am feeling like I want to feel that water on my skin,

"Yes, we should go there and have fun so much, I mean it is been long that we did not go anywhere like the pool so I badly want to go there", I said to her and she just nodded her head,

"Okay so let us go and have fun", she said and we made our way to the pool, soon we reached to pool, and Bella bought two tickets for us,

"But we are not having swimsuits", I said to her and she just smiled at me,

"There is no need to worry about it, they are providing us swimsuits, so we could have fun as much as we want", she said and they just gave us two suits and we went to the changing room and changed our clothes soon,

"You are looking extremely sexy in that, wow", I said to Bella as I looked at her and she just gave me a pose, she is so pretty, I mean I personally liked her so much, she is just so perfect, perfectly tall and perfectly pretty and in this swimsuit, she is looking just like a model, and I just love her so much,

"Not more than you babe, you are also just killing it", she said to me and we both just hugged each other for no reason, we both just headed inside as this pool park was so nice and pretty, I was just standing there and looking at the pool while Bella just came behind me and pushed me into the pool,