Miraās POV
She was always late.
Mira stood by the window, cello resting against the stone wall, and watched the flakes of snow swirl outside, each one a reminder of the cold that had settled between them. She had a thousand things she could be doingāpreparing for the competition, practicing, memorizing every noteābut all she could think of was Isla.
When Isla had returned, Mira hadnāt known what to expect. She hadnāt wanted to expect anything, but she had, of course. What else could she do when the girl sheād loved for years walked back into her life as if nothing had changed?
Nothing had changed, and yet everything had.
The door creaked open.
Mira didnāt turn around.
āIām sorry,ā Isla said quietly. āI was⦠distracted.ā
Mira nodded, not trusting herself to speak. Islaās voice still did that to herāthe way it caught in her chest, the way it lingered in the spaces between them. But this time, the tenderness in it wasnāt enough to make her forgive the way Isla had left. Not enough to erase the way Isla had kissed Leo and never looked back.
Mira was tired of pretending she didnāt notice.
āRehearsal?ā Islaās voice had the softness of an apology, but Mira couldnāt quite believe it.
She could feel the tension in the room, thick and suffocating, as if the very air was waiting for someone to shatter it.
āWe need to get this right,ā Mira said, her voice steady but distant. āBefore the competition.ā
āI know,ā Isla replied, walking toward the piano.
Mira tried not to watch herātried not to notice the way Islaās fingers brushed the keys lightly before settling in. The way the music filled the space between them, like a comfort and a wound all at once.
āYouāre angry with me,ā Isla said, her voice too soft, too careful.
Mira clenched her jaw. She could feel the ache of itāthe hollow space where her heart had once beaten for Isla, where it still fluttered even now. āIām not angry,ā she said, though it wasnāt entirely true. āIām tired, Isla. Tired of waiting.ā
Isla didnāt respond at first, but Mira could feel the weight of her gaze. She kept her back to her, trying to ignore the burning in her chest.
āYou donāt have to wait for me,ā Isla said, quieter now.
The words were sharp, like ice on the skin. Miraās fingers tightened on her cello, her knuckles pale.
āI never wanted you to,ā Mira muttered, more to herself than Isla. She stood up, taking the cello with her, and walked to the corner of the room. She didnāt know what she was supposed to feel anymoreābetrayed? Relieved? The pain of loving someone who would never look at you the way you wanted to be looked at had a way of turning every emotion into something unrecognizable.
Isla played a few chords on the piano, her fingers moving with an almost mechanical precision. It was beautiful, as always, but there was something missing. The passion that had once filled the air was goneālost somewhere between the choices theyād made, the words they hadnāt said, and the silence that had filled the space where their hearts used to be.
āMira,ā Isla said again, her voice pleading now. āI didnāt mean to hurt you.ā
āYou didnāt,ā Mira lied, because it was easier than admitting the truth. That every time Isla looked at Leo, every time Isla touched him, it felt like a dagger through her chest.
āThen why?ā Islaās question was so soft, so broken, that Mira couldnāt breathe.
Why? Mira wanted to say. Why did you leave? Why did you kiss him? Why didnāt you ever look at me the way you looked at him?
But instead, Mira just picked up her bow and started to play. She let the cello fill the space, let the mournful sound of the strings speak for everything she couldnāt say.
Islaās fingers hovered over the keys, then pressed downātentative, unsure.
The music hung in the air, suspended between them like a promise neither could keep.
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