It was four hours later when I woke up with me just still in bed going through i********:. I was tucked perfectly in bed. The sun was out yet the cold still lingered having me perfect in bed. I knew that at some point I had to go down to make breakfast but I was just lazy. I turned to my side, going on YouTube to watch videos which I knew would keep me busy till I don’t know when. I went through videos, watching dance videos along with compilations of solders coming home from war. I laughed and cried all together, time trickling by only to freeze as a knock came at the door. I sat up, having thought I was alone in the house. Who was it, surely Mathew would not knock. The knock came again but I couldn’t go to the door for I was naked so I cleared my voice. “Come in please.” I

