Darkness was all that surrounded me, darkness was all that I felt with my blocked nose and swollen eyes. I had cried too much I felt raw. Had cried to the point where I had not even known what I was crying for. I was just breaking inside bit by bit, chirp by chirp. At times I could not breathe. Taking a whiff of his pillow made it better, hugging it and just lying there made it better.
As much as I felt like death itself I had to get up. My manager had called and embarrassing Mathew by not showing up was the last thing I would ever do. My feet swung off the bed, touching the warm floor having me sigh as I sat up. The room was spinning for a while, a headache just having my head heavy and hammering. I felt absolutely terrible and I was sure I looked it. After the shower I went to dress
