I am exhausted the thought of his message kept me up. Does he expect an answer today? What will I say? Of course I have to do it! What do I have to loose. I need a strong cappuccino and a warm shower to get a start to this exciting day! I took a sip of the coffee, I need to get a move on I want this to be done so that I can fall asleep in his arms tonight, well if I am allowed to that is. The shower is steaming hot burning my n*****s and hardening them up in the process. I can still feel his lips on mine and his hands on my body I need to get the edge of so that I can be calmer when I walk in there today. I unhook the shower head and bring it close to my body, I flinch from the heat, I cool it down a bit and slowly move the shower head downwards. I tease myself with the water so close to my fatty tissue, tickling the hair and finally amusing my lips. I use the bottom part of the shower (carrot like shape) to press the vibrations more inwards. A sudden scream left my body and my toes curl. I can feel it, it’s so close. A few more movement make my body shake in complete and utter pleasure. I drop down on my knees and enjoying the moment. How I wish he was here to continue this I thought as I got out of the shower. I put on a pants suit, to embrace the power I am feeling and made my hair into a bun. “ Ready for business” I pep talk myself as I leave the house. A quick train ride and here it is, my new normal. As I walk in ready to go right up those stairs to claim him and let him out of the misery of not knowing I get distracted by a sound in the janitors cupboard. I stop to go check it out, my heart sank to the ground after being the witness to that. I feel as if the air was kicked right out of me. Mr Hunter…he already has someone, two for that matter! I run away before anyone could see me. I go sit at my desk and trying to remove the image from my head. How could I have been so foolish? I start typing an email. “Dear Mr Hunter I would like to take the promotion and forget the rest. Regards Miss Pugg” I sent it without hesitation. About 15 min later he walks by and gave me a look with an accompanied “Good Morning” the smile on his face only rubbed in those thoughts deeper. I feel disgusted and used. I only nodded back with a forced smile that was all I could bare at the moment. Seconds later a big bang came from his office, I looked up and saw he was looking at me with his eyes full of confusion and a bit of anger. His fist still clamped up from hitting the table. As our eyes locked the phone rings. “ Mr Hunter?” I answered in a scared tone. “ My office! Now! He said almost screaming. I immediately get up, pulling on the jacket of my no longer confident pants suit. I climbed up the stairs, holding on to the rail as if my life depended on it. I enter the office almost out of breath. “ Please sit" he says while closing the door behind me. His voice sounding calm not matching the expression on his face. “Here is your contract" he says while handing over a piece of paper. “ You can keep the cubicle, you will now be Managing Assistant, which means you will be in charge of finding me a new assistant, training her and making sure she is good.” His eyes moving around the office and his tone monotonous. “I..” before I could say anything else. “That will be all, thank you, please close the door on your way out.” He said while looking at his computer.