If there were a way to do it without eyes falling on me and my people, I'd be the first one to say let's go for it. But since getting married, and now with the kid, I can no longer take those kinda chances. It's not like before when I had only myself to think about.
Speaking of my son, every once in awhile, I had to shake my head to clear it because my mind kept going to him; I miss him already. He's brought a new kind of excitement to my life. It's because of him and his mother that I'm trying to tread more carefully now to make the right move at the right time.
If I f**k up, it's not just me that will suffer, but those two as well. That's not something I can live with, no matter how much of a b***h Colt calls me for it. This f*****g guy, he has more guts than ten men.
"Colt, I told y
