I awake with blurred vision and a ringing in my ear. There is thumping that I feel below me. I feel like I am falling. There are a million questions going through my head. Where am I? What happened? What's wrong with my eyes and ears? Why do I hurt everywhere? "Rowan?" "...here" I squeak out. I can't hear myself over the ringing but I can tell that my voice did not project like I am trying to make it. My chest hurts. It feels like there is a thousand pounds sitting on it. There might be but I am pretty sure that I am laying on my stomach so that doesn't make sense. "Rowan, where are you?" "You guys what if she is dead?" I can barley hear anything that is being said. It sounds like I am standing on the outside of a door and trying to hear a conversation through

