After our steamy make out session and Declan walks me home, I ask him if he wants to come up but he politely declines and kisses me on the cheek as a good night and goes home. Which gave me entirely too much time to over analyze everything. Obviously we had passion, but I also had passion with Darcy. But I am fated to be with Declan so that should make my mind up for me. Going on the date with Declan had not clarified anything. I toss and turn all night going back and forth and having, yet again, dreams of both. At one point I had a dream with the three of us. "You have to make a choice Rowan!" Declan exclaimed. "Don't shout at her Declan, it's her prerogative," Darcy says with a wicked smile. "I can't decide I want you both." I reply with a pout, like a spoile

