"Rowan! There you are. You had me worried sick," my mom says coming towards me at a light jog and then stepping forward and throwing her arms around me. "Come on sweetie let's go home."
I pull away from her, "Mom what are you doing here?"
"You just disappeared. What were you thinking? You know I thought you finally did it!"
"Did what mom?"
"All these years, all the self harm, all the dramatics for attention, I thought you had finally found a hole to bury yourself in and finally ended your life. Why do you have to be such a difficult child?"
"I am not a child!"
"What does she mean self harm," Declan asks.
"Yeah Ro is there something you need to tell us," Carrick asks.
"Mom, whether you believe it or not I never hurt myself. I don't know how many t
