I was still deliberating my decision about leaving here to go travel. I thought I’d be happy to get a degree in Mathematics but just because I’m good at something doesn’t mean I belong there, at least not for now. Well I was leaving before too, for college, but then Ruth was nearby. I could’ve visited her every weekend.
She rests my heart at peace. One time she told me that I only smoke when I had things on my mind and I laughed at her face, being a chain-smoker in the past. But now that I think about it, lately I’ve cut down on cigarettes drastically and her statement rings to be not that dramatic anymore.
The month passed by, as I spent my days with Ruth, my family and friends. I continued to sneak in through her window at 2, where we cuddled and made out. I think this is the longest
