It went on for months after that first night. Jaxon easily took advantage of Amanda being quiet because he knew that if she ever wanted to tell anyone, the first question would have been, "why keep quiet"? But instead of remorse, all he felt was pure joy. Finally he had a way of controlling her. Something he has always wanted. For him, having people fear you is the best thing ever, this is why he had cemented his name as the Don in the streets. Being the Don gives him unimaginable power over people and that is Jaxon has ever craved.
That is what turns him on, what fuels his desires and needs. With his wife, it was different, Yeah it was easy claiming to love her in front of people but he honestly does not. He only loves the attention he gets from her. He loves just how much she loves him
