Eric | End of Summer
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Zander is already awake when I open my eyes.
I know this not because I've looked at him — his room is two doors down the hall and I haven't moved yet — but because I can feel it. The twin link between us is a constant thread, the kind of connection you stop consciously noticing the way you stop noticing the sound of your own heartbeat. It's just there. Always. The steady dual-pulse of two people who have shared everything since before they had words for sharing.
Right now that pulse is alert. Restless. Zander has been awake for a while.
Before I've finished deciding to get up, the link nudges me. Not words — Zander doesn't do words on the link when a feeling will do, and the feeling he sends is unmistakably *training yard, now.* Underneath it, the particular edged energy of a wolf who needs to move before he can think straight.
I send back something that is mostly *give me a minute* and partly *you're unbearable before dawn,* which he ignores, because he always ignores it.
I pull on training clothes in the dark and pad down the hall. The palace is quiet at this hour — the night guard finishing their rotation, the kitchen staff just beginning theirs, the particular hush of a large building holding its breath before the day begins. I've lived here my whole life and I still like this hour. Before everything starts. Before I'm a prince or an heir or anyone's anything. Just a wolf moving through the dark.
Zander is waiting at the palace doors. Already dressed, arms crossed, Shadow's restlessness leaking through the twin link in a way that means Tempest has been at him since before dawn.
"You could have waited inside," I say.
"I did. For ten minutes."
"It's barely light."
"The sun disagrees." He nods at the horizon, where a thin line of grey has appeared above the mountain peaks. It is, technically, dawn. Barely. "Ready?"
I am, actually. Shadow is already awake beside me, shaking himself out like a dog after rain, tail moving. *Run,* he thinks at me. *Cold air. Mountain. Let's go.*
We shift at the palace doors.
The change rolls through me the way it always does — a moment of beautiful dissolution, the human shape giving way to something older and more honest. My wolf form hits the ground on four paws and the world rearranges itself: scent expanding into something vast and detailed, hearing sharpening until I can pick out the individual footsteps of the guard patrol on the far wall, the cold mountain air suddenly full of information. Shadow's energy floods through me, playful and eager, his tail sweeping wide arcs as he finds his footing.
Zander's wolf lands beside me. Dark-furred, heavy-shouldered, Tempest's intensity visible in the set of his jaw and the purposeful stillness of a wolf deciding where to go. Same coloring as me — the navy-black of the Nightshade line — but where Shadow moves like water, Tempest moves like something that made a decision and is now executing it.
We run.
The trail behind the palace climbs fast — switchbacks cut into the mountain rock, pine forest on both sides, the snow line close enough that the air has teeth. I match Zander's pace rather than my own, because left to myself I'd go faster and lighter, darting through the trees the way Shadow likes, and left to himself Zander would run in a straight line up the steepest available grade until one of us collapsed, because that's what Tempest considers a good morning.
Somewhere above the first switchback, Nathan's scent reaches us before he does — then the sound of Flint's paws on the path, and Nathan's sandy-brown wolf emerges from the treeline at the fork and falls into stride beside us without breaking pace. He's been running from the Beta wing for the same amount of time we've been running from the main palace, which means he woke up when he felt us stir on the pack link, which means Nathan was already awake too.
This is how we've started most mornings for as long as I can remember. Not a formal arrangement — nothing was ever said about it. It simply became true over years of early training sessions and predawn runs and the particular gravity of three wolves who fit into a rhythm together.
The training yard plateau appears above the last switchback — a broad flat expanse carved into the mountain rock, open to the sky, with a clear view down to the city and across to the peaks. Commander Aldric's morning unit is already there, eight wolves in wolf form running drills in formation, the pack link alive with his clipped commands.
*Tighter on the left flank. Hold the line. Rotate.*
We join the formation. The guards part to accommodate us with the practiced ease of people who've done this before — the princes train with the unit, not above it, which was King William's insistence and which I've always privately agreed with. You learn more running beside people than running in front of them.
Sparring comes next. Zander and I pair off by default, because it's the most even match available — the twin link makes us each the other's best opponent. He knows my feints before I throw them; I know his pressure points before he applies them. It should make us useless to each other as sparring partners. Instead it makes us better. We've learned to fight around what we know, to surprise each other within the parameters of deep familiarity, which is a skill that transfers.
Shadow is gleeful in the sparring — he loves this, the controlled collision of it, the back-and-forth. He feints left when Tempest expects right, uses momentum rather than strength, ducks under Zander's shoulder and goes for the flank.
Tempest is ready for it. He pivots, fast for his size, and I have to abort the feint entirely and scramble sideways. Zander's wolf is on me immediately, not pressing the advantage but circling, making me work for the space.
*Stop playing,* Tempest says, not in words — just the feeling of impatience, of a wolf who thinks the sparring is taking too long.
*Stop being so predictable,* Shadow returns, which is not true and we both know it, but it's a good thing to say.
We go for another six rounds. I win two, Zander wins three, the sixth is interrupted when Commander Aldric cuts in to demonstrate a hold we've both been executing improperly, which is humbling in the way that being corrected by someone twice your age always is when you thought you already knew the move. The hold involves a particular rotation of the shoulder that I've been doing wrong, apparently, for two years.
*Two years,* Shadow says, scandalized at himself.
*At least now we know,* I offer.
*That's not comforting.*
*It's a little comforting.*
Nathan rotates in after a few rounds, Flint's solid wolf taking on first Zander then me with the methodical patience of a Beta-trained wolf who fights to hold rather than to win. It's a different kind of hard. Harder, sometimes. Shadow hates being held — hates the patience it requires to work against someone who refuses to overextend — and that hatred is useful data about our own weaknesses. Nathan exploits it without mercy and without apology, which is why training with him makes us better even when it's frustrating.
We run drills until the sun is fully up and the city below is awake and moving. Then we shift back at the changing station at the plateau's edge, pull on the fresh clothes stashed there, and start down toward the palace and breakfast with the comfortable silence of people who've earned their quiet.
*Good morning,* Nathan says on our private three-way link — the channel that's been open between the three of us since we were pups and Nathan first manifested enough link presence to be included. *Anyone pull a muscle?*
*Zander's ego,* I offer.
*My ego is fine,* Zander says, which is probably true. Tempest doesn't really do wounded pride. He just regroups.
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The royal family at breakfast is one of my favorite things in the world, which I would never say out loud because it would embarrass everyone involved and Rosalind would find a way to use it as leverage.
My father is already at the head of the table, dressed for a council session later, a cup of tea at his elbow and the morning briefing spread in front of him. King William Nightshade is not a small man — in either physical presence or personality — but at the breakfast table he's just Dad, which is the version of him I like best. He looks up when we come in and something in his face relaxes slightly, the way it does when the people he loves show up in a room he's already in.
"Morning. You smell like effort."
"Training," I say.
"I know what effort smells like. Sit down."
My mother is at the other end of the table, her own tea in hand, a small smile on her face that suggests she has already heard or felt more this morning than she's letting on. Queen Evangeline Nightshade has the most finely calibrated link awareness of anyone I've ever met. She knows things before she should know them. She attributes this to paying attention; I've always suspected it's something more than that — some particular depth of emotional perception that makes her better at reading the pack link than most.
She meets my eyes as I sit. The smile stays exactly the same. I have no idea what it means. I never do with her.
Nathan sits beside me with the ease of someone who stopped feeling like a guest in this house a long time ago. My father nods at him the way he nods at his own sons, which is all the acknowledgment Nathan needs.
Then the door from the east hallway bangs open and Rosalind arrives.
My sister is eight years old and moves through the world like a weather event. She has our mother's dark hair and our father's determination and some third quality entirely her own that none of us can account for — a particular intensity of presence that makes her impossible to ignore even when she's silent, which she rarely is.
She is not silent now.
"I've been thinking," she announces, pulling out her chair and climbing into it, "about the unfairness of bedtime."
"Good morning, Rosalind," our mother says.
"It's not good yet. I'll tell you when it's good." She arranges herself at the table with the gravity of a general taking her seat at a war council. "My argument is as follows: if I'm going to be a warrior—"
"You're eight," Zander says, without looking up from his plate.
"Warriors are forged young. It's historical."
"Name one."
Rosalind opens her mouth. Pauses. The pause is very brief — she's been saving examples for exactly this objection, I can tell. "Queen Adara of the Eastern Range began combat training at age seven. It's in the histories."
"She did," Nathan confirms, straight-faced. "Third volume of Nightshade Chronicles, chapter nine."
"See?" Rosalind gestures at Nathan with her fork, triumphant.
Zander looks at Nathan. Nathan's expression remains impeccably neutral.
"Eat your eggs," our mother says, pleasantly, in the tone that is not a suggestion.
Rosalind looks at her eggs. Looks at our mother. Picks up her fork. "I'm making a point."
"Make it with eggs in your mouth."
This is, approximately, how every morning goes. I lean back in my chair and let it wash over me — the link alive with the warm static of family, Rosalind's argument threading through the family channel in indignant fragments that our father pretends not to hear, our mother's steady amusement like a hand on the tiller keeping everyone on course.
Shadow is content. This is the thing about Shadow — he loves this, the noise and the warmth of it, the feeling of pack gathered around a table. Tempest tolerates breakfast; Shadow savors it.
Nathan is watching Rosalind's argument with the expression he gets when he finds something funnier than he intends to let on. His face barely moves. It's in his eyes.
*She argued for twenty minutes this morning,* Nathan says on our private link. *Before you were even awake. I could hear her through the wall.*
*What was the topic?*
*Whether pups should be allowed to attend council sessions. She had a handwritten brief.*
Zander, across the table, absorbs this information with the slight tightening around his eyes that is his version of a laugh.
Rosalind catches it. "What? What's funny?"
"Nothing," Zander says.
"You smiled."
"I didn't."
"Your eye did. Your left one. It does that thing." She points her fork at him. "You think the bedtime argument is funny."
"I think the bedtime argument is interesting," Zander says, with the careful diplomatic phrasing of someone who grew up watching their father navigate council sessions. "That's different."
Rosalind considers this. "Interesting is better than funny."
"It is."
She nods, apparently satisfied, and returns to her eggs. The brief alliance between them — the one that happens a few times a week, unexpected and genuine — is one of my favorite things to watch. Rosalind draws things out of Zander that most people don't see. She always has.
My father clears his throat. The table settles — not because he's frightening, but because he has the particular quality of authority that doesn't need to be raised to be heard.
"The academy starts in two weeks," he says. "I expect both of you to conduct yourselves accordingly."
"We always do, Father," I say.
"You set the sparring dummy on fire last term."
"That was—" I pause. It was me, actually. Shadow got overenthusiastic during a combat drill and the ice locker caught and there was a brief fire. It was extinguished very quickly and the dummy was largely unharmed. "That was a controlled incident."
"It was not controlled. It was lucky." But the corner of his mouth moves. "Two weeks. Behave."
"The new royal advisor starts this week," our mother says, to the table in general, with the particular tone she uses when she's sharing information that she considers important and is watching to see who picks it up. "Garrett Stone. His family has moved to the capital. He has a daughter your age — she'll be at the academy."
The family link carries a faint pulse of her attention. She's watching us, our responses, the way she always watches. Filing things away.
"We'll be welcoming," I say, because it's the right thing to say and also because I mean it.
Shadow, entirely unconcerned: *New student. Fine.*
"Good." Our mother returns to her tea. The conversation shifts. Rosalind has found a second angle for the bedtime argument and deploys it with the confidence of someone who has been waiting for an opening.
I eat my eggs and listen to my family and let the morning be what it is.
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After breakfast I walk the palace grounds.
This is a thing I do when I have time before the day's obligations begin — a slow circuit of the walls and gardens, wolf form or human depending on mood. Today I stay human. Shadow doesn't need to run again and I want to see the city rather than smell it.
Silverpeak spreads below the palace in layers — the upper market nearest the walls, then the residential districts stepping down the mountain in terraces, then the academy plateau to the east, then the lower city where the trades are, and at the very base the main gates and the road that winds down to the valley. Everything built from the same mountain stone, pale grey and silver, catching the morning light in a way that makes the whole city look like it's been carved from a single piece of the mountain. I've looked at this view thousands of times. It doesn't get smaller.
Wolves everywhere. Some in human form going about the business of a city waking up — merchants setting up stalls, a group of pups being walked to a morning lesson by an adult who looks barely awake. Some in wolf form — a pair of guard wolves changing patrol at the lower gate, a young wolf running flat-out through the park below the palace walls for no reason I can see except the sheer joy of it, which is reason enough. On the far terrace, a wolf I recognize as one of the council members is sitting in wolf form in a patch of early sunlight with his chin on his paws, eyes closed, doing nothing at all. Some days you just need to sit in the sun. Nobody bothers him.
The pack link is alive with the morning. Thousands of individual presences, all connected, all part of the hum of Silverpeak going about its day. Council announcements threading through the official channels. Market prices. A minor dispute at the east gate that the guards are handling. Somewhere in the residential district, someone's pup is having a strong emotional morning and the spillover is making their immediate neighbors slightly anxious, which is what happens when pup link control is still developing. Everyone feels it; nobody mentions it. You learn to filter. You learn that other people's feelings are real and important and also not always yours to carry, and the trick is holding both of those truths at once without losing either.
I've been connected to this hum my entire life. It's the background of everything. When I imagine silence, I imagine the link going quiet, and the imagining is so unpleasant I stop quickly.
Shadow walks beside me in that interior way he has — not manifesting, just present, his thoughts alongside mine like a second current running under the first. He's in the mood he gets sometimes, a softer version of his usual energy, the playful edge rounded off to something more contemplative. It happens on mornings like this one — calm, clear, the city laid out below us like a map of everything that matters. Shadow gets quiet on beautiful mornings. I think he's paying attention.
*She's out there somewhere,* he says.
I don't have to ask who he means.
*Shadow,* I think at him.
*Our mate. She exists. She's walking around somewhere being a person and she doesn't know us yet.*
*You say this every few days.*
*Because it's true every few days. It's still true.*
I look out at the city. Thousands of wolves. Thousands of lives moving through the morning, connected to each other and to me by the link that hums between us. Any one of them could be mine — or none of them. You can't find a mate by looking. The bond snaps when it snaps, on its own terms, indifferent to timing or readiness.
Shadow knows this as well as I do. It doesn't stop him.
*What if she's already here,* he muses, with the quality of a thought he's had before and can't quite let go of. *What if she's in the city and we've just never been in the same place at the same time?*
*Then we'll meet eventually.*
*That's very patient of you.*
*One of us has to be.*
He huffs, which is his version of conceding a point without actually conceding it. Then: *The advisor's daughter. What do you think?*
*I think she's a person we haven't met who is probably perfectly fine.*
*Mm.*
*That's not a response, Shadow.*
*I'm just noting that she's new and our age and starting at the academy.*
*So are thirteen other students. I noted it. I moved on. You should too.*
*Probably,* Shadow agrees, settling into something more comfortable. *Probably.*
I watch a wolf below the walls shift from human to wolf form to chase a ball some pup has rolled down the hill — no changing station, no particular drama, just a quick shift and back, the kind of casual ease that takes years to develop and looks effortless once it's there. The pup squeals with delight on the pack link, a burst of unfiltered happiness that ripples briefly through the nearest connections before the adult around them tamps it back down gently.
Two weeks until the academy. Another year of training, of learning to be the king I'm supposed to become someday. Another year of watching Zander not end things with Alissa and saying nothing because I've said everything there is to say and he already knows it. Another year of Nathan being the steadiest person in any room he walks into, the future Beta he's been preparing to be since we were children, quiet and watchful and absolutely reliable.
Alissa. I let the thought of her sit for a moment and then set it aside, the way I've been setting it aside for a year. She makes Zander smaller than he is. I've watched it happen gradually, the careful management of himself he does around her — the opinions not offered, the edges kept smooth, the version of himself he presents that fits neatly into the Luna she's imagining. She doesn't do it on purpose, maybe. But it happens.
And Tempest has never accepted her. Not once. In three years, his wolf has never softened toward her in any of the ways a wolf softens toward someone his bond is comfortable with.
I've tried saying this to Zander. He knows. He's always known.
*She might be interesting,* Shadow says, as if we never moved on from the topic of the advisor's daughter, because he never did. *The new girl. She might be someone worth knowing.*
*She might be,* I think back.
*I just think—*
*Shadow.*
*Yes?*
*Two weeks.* I let the thought settle between us. *We'll know in two weeks. You can speculate until you go hoarse, or you can wait.*
He considers this. *Speculating is more entertaining.*
*Waiting is more efficient.*
*You're no fun.*
*I'm extremely fun. I'm just not going to spend two weeks wondering about a girl I haven't met.*
*Fine,* Shadow concedes, settling his weight into something more comfortable. *Fine. Two weeks.*
He doesn't actually drop the topic. I can feel him thinking about it at the back of my mind, that low warm frequency of curiosity that doesn't quite switch off. Shadow has always been this way — he reaches toward connection the way some wolves reach toward the hunt, with a whole-body yearning that is simply part of his nature. He wants his mate the way he wants a good run on a cold morning: urgently, joyfully, without apology.
I've never quite shared the urgency. Or I have, but I've learned not to carry it in the front of my mind where it makes everything feel like waiting. Better to live the life I'm in and trust that the bond will find me when it finds me.
*She's out there somewhere,* Shadow says, one more time, soft and certain.
*I know,* I think back. *We'll find her.*
Shadow settles, finally. Lets the city fill the space instead — the hum of the link, the sound of Silverpeak moving through its morning, the particular light on the mountain stone that makes this place look like something from an old story.
This is my home. This is my kingdom, or it will be. Every wolf in the city below is connected to me by the pack link, and I feel the weight of that some mornings — the responsibility of it, the love of it. Both at once, always at once.
Two weeks.
I go inside for the morning briefings, the prince's work, the ordinary business of a life that is about to become extraordinary in ways neither Shadow nor I can yet predict.
Behind me the city goes about its morning.
Somewhere out there — in the capital, in a new house, getting ready to start at a new school — is the daughter of Garrett Stone, the new royal advisor. A wolf our age.
We haven't met.
We will.