AMIL "I just wanted to talk to you but you wouldn't give me a chance," I said, the desperation in my voice obvious. "Because we have nothing to talk about," he said sternly. "I still have to explain what happened six years ago," I persisted. "I don't want to hear it and why do you need to explain anything to me? We weren't even in a relationship," he used the words I had used on him six years ago. "We were over before anything started so there's no need to explain your actions. So there's no need to apologize or explain to me something I've long forgotten," he was cold. Colder than I had ever seen him. "Lyron, why are you acting like this?" I was just as frustrated as he was. "Just leave, Amil," he said in a low voice. "Now." "If I don't tell you what I have to, I

