tears of summer

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                                                                   summer

and i paid the person and got out i ran inside i ran up the steps in tears i got to the room we shear and i get clothes lots of them and i got them in bag's i got all my stuff like my clothes and thing's grabbed them from his room and i got a gust bedroom and i changed to yoga pants and a tank top hair up and i'm in the dinning room when i hear the front door open and his dad yelled go up and check if your wife is still here ajax's and he did he darted i heard him running then he yelled in anger i hear stuff crashing more people running and he yelled she gone she left because i'm so stupid his mother said ajax's honey just clam down we find her okay we find her bring her back home where she needs to be i finished writing the letter and left it i grabbed my bag and walked out tears slipped down my face as i got into the cab and it drove back to my fathers i didn't want to be here but i got no where else to go so i go inside and dad said what you doing here and i sighed and smiled and said i am coming back home i am leaving ajax's so katie can have him and father and his wife smiled and said good girl and i nodded but inside i was screaming and crying i turned and dad said now that will happen don't you worry honey you be our daughter again i nodded a little nod and went up stairs to my old room and i sighed and laid down and cried and cried my self to sleep i woke up showered dressed in a black even silk gown today is casar's and Katie engagement been three weeks since i bothered to talk to anyone and my hair done heels on i got a little bump gaining weight but i didn't think much i came down stairs hearing the laughter and party going on and walked around greeting people casar seen me and i didn't care just so heart broken but what his brother said and did i given up completely and i walked around father smiled and said ah everyone this is my sweet heart daughter summer they smiled and nodded and i gave a small wave there few i know form my wedding his mom and dad here they looked shocked but then looked at me and Kim's face said it all she was upset seeing me i had some bruising cause of them they do hit me each time i instinctively cover my stomach area they hit me everywhere else it was four months since the first time we done it me and ajax's but there is no more us then my dad said come Darling need to talk i nodded and he grabbed my arm dragging me to a room with no one in it and he smacked me hard across the face and said what the f**k are you doing huh what you doing down here i told you not to show your ugle fat face down stairs during the party what you doing huh and he grabbed my hair and smacked me again and said answer em i whimpered and said i'm sorry i quietly said i am hungry he yelled your to f*****g fat and hideous it do you good not to eat for tonight now take your fat ass up to your room and stay there and do not come out  got that i cried and said why do you hate me so much and he said why because your a f*****g mistake  summer and he repeatedly punched em in the face i screamed a blood curdle loud high pitch scream as i fell to the ground on my knees and he yelled now take your ass back to your room fat ass and i held my jaw crying he opened the door and groaned and eh said she fallen and i held my face crying in pain it hurt to open my mouth and father said you know teenage girls and their hormones i and he said ah hello ajax's and he yelled you son of a b***h how dare you put your hand son my wife she never touch you you disgusting scum and he punched my dad and i cried and whimpered quietly saying his name and he rushed to me and said shh my love i'm right here i got you i found you baby girl i was searching everywhere they lied to me said they not seen you i cried and he said shh baby i got you know and he picked me up and his mother yelled your a disgrace john how could you hurt your own real flesh and blood that it this is over your mistress daughter will not be marrying my son or into my family she yelled mark boys lets go she said you be easy with my daughter in law son he said i know she my wife mother.....