tears of summer

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after shopping for hour's for a full black SUV full of clothes and stuff all new for me i did put up a fight but he shut me down each and every time so i finally gave up he has miles driving we in a different car now and miles driving he next to me i pretend to crawl throw f*******: he texting on his phone he texted a girl named Annie saying hey i will pick you up in 25 i need laid and she texted okay baby smiley face then i seen the picture she sent him and it was of her she was pretty and naked and showing her t**s and v****a to him i spoke i yelled stop the car now please he pulled over to the side and said is something wrong boss she aid not sure he said little bug he went to touch me i smacked his hand and i got out grabbing my phone  and shoulder bag and i was anger,hurt,confused i don't understand how i am feeling right now   he said summer whats the matter i said nothing he went to touch me and he did i pulled away and said please don't touch me just leave me alone please he said why huh he was anger he said what the hell did i do i said please just don't touch me and leave me alone i need a minute he said you know what f**k f**k off and he stormed into the car and the four cars drove off i didn't care i know my way home here i am tugging it may take a while but i could do with the walk the fresh air to clear my mind suns going down i seen the time i sighed and i am like 15 blocks from home my phone rings i seen it was ajax's i hit ignore and he blows up my texts freaking out wondering why i am not picking up or answering him i got home i went in and i seen miles and he said hello summer ignore him went and grabbed a bottle of water and hurried up to my room i shut and locked my door i seen all my new clothe sand stuff put away in tear's i striped naked to just my panties my hair down i go to the bath room and fill the tub with relaxing essential oil a mermaid baht bomb i waited till the ball fizzed completely i came out i drank the water they tossed it i laid back hand's over my face as i cried my phone ringing and buzzing i picked up up and i scuffed and i sighed and i picked up and i clear ed my throat and said hello mrs.davis and she said what is the matter honey you got my son going and i heard yelling i don't care then a crashing sound and she said oh ajax's honey please relax she okay he yelled i f*****g know that's besides the point mother its the fact that she looked at me with pure disgust and i don't know why she did mom his father said what was you doing befog she did that he said on my phone and so was she someone must have texted her i sighed and hung up and i ignored his calls and hers i seat here i went got into my bath and in tears i cried i bathed and then soaked my sore feet i got out and i dried off i got into clean panties and a crop top tank top and little matching short's he picked out i sighed and i crawled into bed hair down and leaning against my mound of pillows i sighed and i got up and went to the bear i hear a weird noise and i looked around confused i the teddy bear bigger the me i grabbed it up and carried it to my bed i put it in  my bed i was sexually frustrated and upset he slept with another girl i tossed and turned for about an hour i seat up turned my side lamp on got up grabbed the bear and moved it and went to my phone seen it was only 10 at night i sighed and did undressed to my boy short panties my hair up in a messy bun i go and grabbed my body pills i hump when i am horny i know don't laugh at me i um don't know how to masturbate so i straddled it and i started grinding it rubbing my p***y against it throw my panties i did a soft moaned i gave up sighing in frustration and i laid back i grabbed my phone and a text form him a few seconds ago asking what i am doing i texted sleeping and then i went and found his moms  phone number and i called her up and she said hey honey and then said one minute please she said ajax honey what is it and he said she lied to me she in her room awake she cant sleep and she said son please clam down he said i am but i can see she stressing and struggling with something then she was in her panties and then she dry humped a body pillow mom she giggled and said honey stop pulling at your hair and i am sure she just not ready to be s****l yet and he said she humping a pillow mom a damn pillow he groaned its hot to see but angers me i cant even get it up to anyone but thought's of her and i was going to go do some slut but i couldn't my hear told me no and my brain screaming not our summer not our summer and i couldn't i didn't i came straight here and probable thinking of some guy i said mama Lorie and she said summer i am sorry i didn't know it was you is aid its okay i um can you go to a room alone and she said of course one second she said ajax's please and she sighed fine and stomped and door closed and she put me on speaker and said alright honey whats the problem i lost it i cried i cant do this i cant marry ajax's and she said why not summer talk to me i cried because every time i am with him i get girls looking at me with hatred and i don't like it second is that Annie girl he been around with i wont marry him if he keeps being with her