Starting Over.

#18 The Talk.

Damon’s POV. 

“So.. uhm. What do you want to talk about?” Malia asked, I could tell she was feeling awkward. 

“I want to talk about us Malia. I don’t want things to be awkward.. actually I want things be the complete opposite of awkward.. please I have some things I need to say, and I need you to listen.. can you do that?” I said looking her straight in the eye, trying to read her, what I saw in her eye last were multiple things, maybe confusion and a hint of fear.. Malia simply nods and I start walking towards the couch her following behind me.

I picked up on the fact that Malia doesn’t do well with feelings which is understandable.. the first guy she shows interest in, ends up trying to r**e her, the second being me, just leaves like an asshole, and the third one cheats on her.. if she’ll give me a chance I won’t ever hurt her again, and I’ll always protect her and her heart. I thought I would be more nervous about this, but actually I just feel determined. I want and need to get this off my chest, I’ve fallen for her again and this time I’m not gonna f**k it up.. 

we are sitting on the couch, Malia is fiddling nervously with her hands. I don’t want to prolong it anymore. 

“Malia.. I want to be with you. I’ve realized that I’ve fallen for you.. actually I already did 5 years ago, I was just too dumb to do anything about it. I’m not gonna make that mistake again.. I know there’s a chance that you don’t feel the same, and in that case I will back off, it’ll be damn hard, but I just want you to be happy! I haven’t been with anybody else since we started this thing and I don’t want to either, I only want you.. I know you’ve been hurt also by me before, but I promise I’ll do anything in my power never to hurt you again, and I’m not gonna let anyone else hurt you ever again if you’ll just give me a chance.. there, that’s what I wanted to say.” I said reaching Malia’s eyes at the end, I can see tears starting to form in her eyes, I reach my hand over to hold hers.

“Say you’ll be mine?” I added as I felt the nervousness taken over me, the longer she is to answer the more nervous I get.. what if she doesn’t want to be with me, what if I just f****d it up even more and she doesn’t want to see me at all anymore. s**t! Maybe I shouldn’t have ambushed her with all this at once. s**t, s**t, s**t! Is it to late t.... 

“I want to be with you too.. but.. but Damon, I’m afraid.” she let out in almost a whisper, and I let out a big breath I didn’t realize I was holding. 

“I know baby, I know it can’t be easy for you. Hell it’s not easy for me either. I haven’t done this before. But I know we’ll figure it out together.. so.. are we gonna do this, be in a exclusive relationship? I don’t want to share you.” I said smiling so broadly my cheeks hurt. 

“Yes Damon.” Was all she said mirroring my smile. 

“Good, I’m gonna kiss you now.” I said and in a split second my lips was on hers, the kiss started off gently, but passionately, making me grunt at the feel of her soft plumb lips against mine. My one hand on her hip, the other in her hair. I tightened the grip I had in her hair causing her to let out a gasp, which let my tongue enter her mouth in search for hers. She responded right away, our tongues massaging each other’s, fighting for dominance. Malia moved and pushed me back a bit so she could straddle my hips, my already throbbing c**k twitched, making us both moan. 

“f**k! I’ve missed you, missed the taste of you..” I painted out against her lips before claiming them once again with even more force. Letting my hands roam her body, down her back to her sexy full ass, squeezing it, causing yet another gasp from her. I love the way her body response to my every move. 

“Damon! I can’t take it anymore, I want all of you, now!” She moaned, taking that as my go ahead, I got to my feet with her still around my hips and carried her to my bedroom. I laid her down on the bed crawling up towering over her, before crashing my lips down on hers again, our tongues not long to find each other, Malia moaning against my lips, I kissed, nipped and licked my way down her jaw to her neck finding her sweet spot, Malia’s body is wringing beneath me. God I love the way she responds to my touch! 

I continue down her body removing the clothes that separated us, throwing it on the floor somewhere, finally reaching my wanted destination in between her legs, I blow on the sensitive skin before me, making Malia gasp..

“Please Damon, please.” She begs for me to give her some sort of friction against her bundle of nerves. 

“Say you’re mine.” I growl feeling my own erection tight in my boxers at the anticipation of what’s to come. 

“Come on baby, I want to hear you say it! Say that you are mine.” I said more gently. 

“I’m yours!” She almost screams out, I see her already wet folds glisten with her excitement. 

“Fuck.” I breathed out before connection my mouth with her clit.. 

“Yes!” Malia called out at the contact. Sucking her c**t into my mouth, grazing with my teeth, and working at it with my tongue, f**k she tastes amazing, without warning I push a finger inside her.. 

“f**k Damon!” She panted out as I pushed another finger inside her, working them in and out, bending my fingers a bit to hit her g-spot. 

“Yes! Damon, don’t stop.. right there. Yes!”  She almost screamed. She’s close I can feel it. 

“c*m for me baby, I want to make you c*m this way.” I demanded against her sensitive skin. 

“Please..” she begged, making me move faster and harder.. her walls beginning to clench around my fingers, just a few more pumps, I quickened my fingers rhythm and right when she was at her highest I pulled out completely. 

“Hey! What ar....” she almost got to complain before I trusts my fingers back inside her, and with that my name falls from her lips in a cry, while she soaks my fingers with her delicious juices.. watching her intensely as she comes apart around my fingers and my mouth, must be the sexiest thing I’ve ever seen! Keeping some movement helping her ride it out..

“s**t Damon.” She panted out as I moved up her body once more kissing every inch of skin on my way, before meeting her lips again, letting her get a taste of herself. 

“So delicious!” I moaned against her lips.. Malias hands was on my naked chest, I felt her pushing me back so she was now on top of me, sitting on my stomach. I reached up and cupped her full breasts, pinching the hard n*****s between my fingers, her head falling back in pleasure. f**k this woman is just perfect!! I can’t get enough of her.

I used my one hands to grab the back of her neck to pull her down on me again, kissing her as passionately as possible. Malia broke of the kiss leaning back with a smirk on her face.. 

“My turn.” She stated and in turn she was kissing and biting down my body, now it was my turn to moan.. what the hell is this girl doing to me? I don’t think I’ve ever been this hard.. She hooked to fingers in the band of my boxers, gesturing for me to lift my hips and in one smooth movement my boxers had joined the rest of our clothes on the floor.. 

I saw the hunger in Malia’s eyes as she took in the sight of my very hard member, her tongue darted out of her mount and licked her lips in the most sexy way, a little pre-c*m escaping the tip of my c**k at the sight.. 

“I can’t wait to have it inside of me again, but first I want a taste.. I want to taste it all.” She breathed out her own excitement back and ready for more.. I watched her closely as she took my c**k in her mouth, I got tickles all the way up my spine at this. 

“f**k baby.. you can do magic with that mouth.” I panted out as she went from sucking hard to licking up the strained veins along my c**k, and swirling her tongue around my sensitive tip, using one hand to massage my balls.. 

“That’s it baby!! Fuck.” I called out.. she started moaning sending vibrations through my hard member, I was done for! Screaming her name as I came hard in her mouth, her cleaning up every last drop... 

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“c*m with me baby.” I panted out as I thrusted even harder.

“f**k! Yeees Damon.. I’m so close.. Don’t. Stop!” She screamed. I thrusted three more times before I felt her starting to shake violently beneath me in pleasure, reaching her end for the third time tonight.

I picked up my speed and thrusted harder and faster to reach my own end too.. 

“s**t Malia!” I called out as the wave hit me too, finding my own release, falling down on top of her, both of us breathing heavily, burying my face in the crook of her neck kissing her soft skin.. 

“I can’t believe, you’re mine.” I whispered, Malia giggling in response...