The One The Whole Town Abandoned

Chapter 22 Crazy For Me Feelings

(((Warning Explicit Content Warning)))

Ashleigh's POV

This whole day has been overwhelming for my feelings on a whole new level in my life and that's a complete understatement. I don't know how to feel right now. Everything is hitting me like a brick wall to the face and it's about to knock me out since it's already knocked me on my ass with everything going on. Everything I have known or thought I knew about my life has been almost a complete lie... My parents are not my parents but at the same time, they are the closest and farthest from being my actual parents. They are the only ones I had growing up, but they bought me as a baby, then sold me as a teen and ignored me as an adult.. adding to the abuse when I was turned into the town pariah.

My actual parents are a werewolf Alpha and a human free spirit, that just wasn't meant to be together, but I guess my being born was something that was meant to be. But because I was born to the Alpha, I was blamed for his Luna's or my evil stepmother, I guess you could say, problems. So she takes revenge on me by killing my mother, being the one to sell me on multiple occasions... Then trying to kill me, my daughter, my best friend, and my mate.

The one man who bought me destroyed my innocence but gave me the best gift I have ever received. So I guess there is a silver lining to this horrible situation. I now have a man that is made just for me, my other half, finally making me whole. He is amazing and everything I could've asked for. I'm already in love and it sounds crazy to some, but I feel completely ok with that. My feelings are my own and no one can tell me how I can and cannot feel.

This man has helped me by saving me on multiple occasions while killing the man causing my nightmares. I will be forever in debt that I can never repay, but endlessly grateful for his help in my time of need, especially when no one else would help me. I bet this next comment might sound horrible, but I don't care.. because I'm so happy the man that has made my nightmares a reality is finally dead.. the man who I felt ruined me at the time and caused me so much unneeded and unwanted stress and pain, is finally gone and I couldn't feel happier about it. It's a huge weight lifted from my shoulders. Even though he didn't get what he deserved for everything he has done to me, I don't care as long as he is gone and never coming back. So I don't have to worry about him anymore, that's a stress reliever in itself.

The best feeling I have had in a long time was arriving at the pack house to see my baby, best friend, and father in one spot and happy to see me. I cried so many happy tears, I just couldn't help it. Knowing I have a man, a father, a daughter, and a best friend who loves me couldn't make me happier at this point in time, so I'm floating on cloud nine for as long as I can.

That's mostly why my body doesn't know how to feel at this moment.. because my emotions are flipping out all over the place. From one spectrum to the next, so I just don't know how to process everything right now. My mind is about to have a meltdown if I don't calm down and relieve my anxiousness about all these situations.

I feel Dominic grab my hand in his. He is so much bigger than me that he just makes me feel tiny no matter how big I feel... He asks Stefanie to watch Aurora for us... 'Us' I really like the sound of that... She, of course, agrees and Dominic slowly guides me up the stairs of this big house. He takes me to, I'm assuming the room he has been staying in because everything smells like him and I love it.

He pulls me gently around him as he shuts the door behind us and locks it... I guess to get me cleaned up, but I would follow him anywhere at this point no matter what the reason.

He stops in the middle of the room, turning around and slowly taking the blanket off from around me.. and I let him. Dominic, being the one to save me from the darkness as my knight in shining armor, will always make my heart soar. He saved me when no one else would and it made me fall even harder in love with him than I already had. Maybe it was the mix of fear and him being my drop-dead gorgeous savior, but whatever it was.. worked.

I was freaked out a little bit before, about becoming one, completing the mating bond with him, since it meant forever... But.. Maybe because of staring at my devil and fears in the face again... Or maybe it was him being there for me in my moment of need.. but I cannot wait to be his and him to be mine, becoming one. The moon goddess got it right when she picked him for me because I wouldn't want anyone else. He is amazing in every sense of the word.

I'm glad he has a hold of my heartstrings because my heart would soar too high, flying away if he wasn't keeping me grounded. I feel in a state of the greatest bliss whenever I'm in his atmosphere, that it is almost suffocating. But he is taking my breath away by being my dream come true. He has been my medicine, taking all my pain away, time and time again in such a short period of time. I'm practically addicted, the definition of head over heels in love with him, so I can't seem to get him out of my head.

I stare at him with so much love in my eyes, not knowing what to say to him as I watch him drop the blanket to the floor. He gently grabs the back of my bra, undoing it as I just let it glide off of my body, dropping to the floor. He kneels in front of me, undoing the buttons for my pants as he slowly pulls them down. My back hurts, to say the least, but man, he is so distracting... it's like I can't even feel the pain right now.

Maybe it's nervousness, anxiety, or adrenaline in my system, but whatever it is, seems to be working against the pain. Making the pain almost unnoticeable as I watch him slowly pull my pants down. He takes off my boots and than my pants, throwing them to the side. He looks a little nervous as he starts slowly reaching for my thong straps. He hesitates for a small moment, but when I don't object, he then continues. His hands gently touch the straps that are on each side of my hips, sending chills up my spine at the sparks of the skin-to-skin contact.

I don't say anything to object at all, because this feels mesmerizing. So he keeps slowly pulling them down and I feel the sparks drifting all the way down my leg. Igniting those sparks within me that I can't get enough of. I step out of it and he throws the thong on top of my pile of clothes... This action instantly gets my heart racing in anticipation. Dominic stands up as he slips the shorts he is wearing off. I glance down again at his noticeably erect manhood and may I say, without sounding too horrible.. bravo Dom bravo.

He gently grabs my hand and leads me behind him to the bathroom as he starts the shower. He climbs in first, but since he is still holding my hand, he leads me into the shower behind him, then turns me around slowly so my back is to him. In this somehow amazingly comfortable silence, he starts by using his hands and the water to gently wipe over my wounds, cleaning the blood off. It stings to the touch.. but being in his presence, with the sparks between us, makes the pain more of pleasurable pain.

Dominic's POV

I pull her gently behind me through the pack house to the room I have been staying in for my visit. After locking the door behind us, I took her further into the room, before stopping to turn around and face her, as I gently take the blanket off from around her wounded body.

Goddess, she looks so good.. even wounded, how does she always look amazing? I could stare at her forever.

Miles says to me as I smile internally, because, of course, I feel the same exact way. I let the blanket drop to the floor as I lock gazes with her and she looks stunning. I don't know what that look in her gorgeous green eyes means. But it's making me feel things I never thought I would feel just by that one look. She is giving me those butterflies every single time I breathe and it's amazing, almost intoxicating.

I slowly reached around her, undoing her bra as she let it slowly drop to the floor without even caring. I kneel in front of her as her caramel creamy scent is stronger than ever, hitting my nostrils, and filling my lungs with her amazing scent. It's even better than the first breath of fresh mountain air hitting your lungs, which is hard to beat. I unbutton her pants and I slowly pull them down. I gently take off her boots, putting them to the side as I slide the pants down the rest of the way off, exposing the rest of her amazing curves.

I put the pants to the side, starting a clothing pile. I started to reach for her thong to pull it off as well until I hesitated to look up at her. She hasn't objected yet and she is still looking at me with that breathtakingly stunning look in her eyes. I decide to take the risk as I softly touch the straps on her hips, making the sparks ignite between us. I drag my finger down her leg as I pull the thong off, igniting those sparks all the way down her legs until she steps out of it. Throwing her thong to the side as well, I noticed the goosebumps all over her body with no obvious objections, showing me how much she likes these feelings.. probably just as much as I do.

I stand up as I grab hold of the waistband of my shorts and slide them off, letting them drop to the floor. I see her staring at my manhood and she looks happy about it, but I won't get excited yet. I'm just here to take care of her.. no matter what I'm feeling for her right now. I'm still going to wait until she is ready, no matter how long that takes. I can't help the readiness in my length and I know she noticed it, but I will try to control every bit of me to help her feel better.

I take her hand leading her to the bathroom as I turn on the shower to get the dried blood off of her back. We need to clean out the wounds so they can heal properly and hopefully not get infected. She doesn't have the healing abilities we werewolves do, so I want to give her body the best chance at healing faster. I step into the shower once it's warm enough, I'm still holding onto her petite hand as I pull her in, slowly turning her around so her back is to me.

I take water into my hands as I slowly and gently wash her wounds off. She jumps only slightly because of the contact, but I can't tell if it's good or bad. You would assume bad because of the wounds, but she hadn't objected to the contact and I can smell her arousal. That smell is going to make things harder than they have to be for me right now. But it's ok because I can and will hold myself back until she is ready. I'm not an uncontrollable animal, I'm an adult who respects her boundaries.

OK, let's keep respecting her boundaries even though she smells amazing right now.. and I will hold myself back as long as she needs, but I want her... No, I need her right now. This is a hard feat. Harder than I ever imagined.

Miles says to me as the urge to take her is getting harder to hold back. After the dried blood is washed off, I just keep watching the water cascade down her still stunning skin, even with the wounds. My hand trails down her body with the water as it ends on her hips. I do this a couple of times seeing that she likes it by the chills and smelling more of her arousal. I need to move my hands before I get more turned on... So, my hands go to her shoulders, massaging the muscles with the help of the warm water that hits the top of them, helping her relax under my comforting touch and heat.

She starts to relax increasingly, as I massage her shoulders more and more. A soft moan comes out of her mouth from my gentle touch and it instantly makes my manhood ready to go even more than before. I'm trying to control myself, but I can't help how the sounds that come out of her mouth, turn me on every time. But I can control my actions, I have to keep telling myself this. I can feel her turning around in my hold as I loosen my grip on her, letting her do whatever she has in mind. Her hands go to my chest instantly as they slowly glide up to my cheeks. She gently touches my cheeks and still has that stunning look in her eyes making my breath hitch in my throat.

She tips up on her tippy toes as she pulls my face to meet hers and I willingly meet her halfway. Our lips collide and at this moment, it's like nothing else matters, as if time has just stopped and it's just us in this world. The fireworks are blasting off between us as she moans into my lips. My arms instinctively wrap around her body, pulling her into mine, as the passion in our kiss increases. She just makes me feel so alive when she is in my embrace that I just can't help but feel so much desperation for her touch. The kiss starts to fill with the hunger and desperation we've both had for each other this entire time, while we have fought those feelings for our reasons. I break the kiss to give us a moment to think about this, not letting the feelings run away with the situation. I'm panting looking down at her, leaning close to her as I whisper.

"Ash baby you have to tell me now what you want because it's getting too hard to hold Miles and me back from claiming you as ours." But she surprises me as she whispers back, "Then stop holding back... After everything that has happened today, I have realized what I want and need in life and it all leads back to you. You're absolutely divine and everything I have ever wanted. I can't wait to be one with you, I just want you and need you right now. You complete me and I hope you need me as I need you because I don't want you to hold back." She says breathlessly as I stare deep into her eyes, processing her words.

Did she just say what I think she just said? She is going to be ours? Oh, my goddess the planets are aligning, making my dreams come true.

Miles says to me as I instinctively reach down, shutting off the shower and taking her hand in mine. She doesn't have to tell me twice, so I stepped out of the shower and helped her out. I guide her behind me into the room, turning around and kissing her with the same hunger as before in the shower. She matches my hunger as her hands trail over my body and it feels so good that I can't help but purr into her lips.

I lay her down on the bed and I hovered over her, still kissing her with a breathtaking passion I have never felt in my life. It's the most intoxicating feeling that courses through my veins so quickly, awakening my whole body like a drug. My mouth trails from her mouth to her neck and her collarbone, caressing that sensitive spot with my erect canines, making her moan at my actions.

Ashleigh's POV

He touches that same sensitive spot where he is supposed to mark me, making me moan instantly at the much-wanted contact.

His lips trailed down my body, touching every last inch, making my breath hitch and my heart race even faster than before. He grabs and caresses me, making my body feel a million things, which isn't that strange after all the emotions today.

I'm so nervous but this is what I want. This is my virginity redemption and I couldn't be happier. I want this so badly that I really couldn't hold myself back anymore. I need this more than anyone knows. I moan with sexy desperation as I beg him for the one thing I want right now, "Please Dom." I hear a deeper rumbling purr coming from his chest as he crashes his lips into mine. My hands wrapped around the back of his head, deepening the kiss, and making it amazingly breathless.

I can feel him ready and at my entrance, as he breaks the kiss, looking down at me and asking, "Are you sure baby? I can wait if you need it, no pressure." I smile up at him because he is just so sweet to me, always thinking of me and putting me first, no matter how hard it is for him.

"I need you right now Dom.. please make me yours," I say softly, in the sexiest tone I can muster up, making another purr rumble in his chest. He crashes his lips to mine again as I feel his member right at my entrance and he pushes it into me slowly... making me break our kiss as I throw my head back gasping at the exhilarating feeling, letting it consume me. He starts slowly pushing it in and then pulling it out as I moan even louder to his stimulating touch. He is grunting at the electrifying sparks between us, sending us both into euphoric bliss.

He increases his pace, with our moans getting louder at that action. He leans in again kissing me with a passion that pushes the tantalizing feelings over the top. His kiss drifts down from my lips to my jawline as I'm inching closer to my climax. He kisses down my neck, increasing his pace more. I naturally arched my back in pleasure meeting his thrusts and increasing my pleasure tenfold. I tilt my head, giving him more access, as I feel him nibbling on my collarbone, making me gasp again at the euphoric pleasure it gives me.

That is until I feel his canines pierce my skin sending pain and pleasure into my veins like a laced-up drug. It courses through my veins so quickly, making me reach my ecstasy-filled climax almost instantly. I let out a loud moan as I hear him groan and feel him spill inside of me. He slowly decreases his pace until he comes to a stop. I can feel his canines releasing me from his tight hold, before he licks the wound on my collarbone, sending another set of sparks through my body.

"F*#k Dom that was amazing," I say to him as he kisses the same spot he marked. "Words cannot describe how happy you have made me become mine. I will remember and cherish this moment for the rest of my life... You're the best I have ever had and that in itself is unforgettable. I have always wanted to mark my mate but that was more than I ever imagined and completely unbelievable. Thank you for trusting me enough to be a part of me, I feel like a whole new man." He says this into my mark, then leans back, smiling down at me as I match his smile responding, "No thank you for being nothing short of amazing to me. If this is just the beginning of our amazing story, then I can't wait to see where our life together heads. I feel like I could take on the world after that. You have been my medicine, taking all my pain away and I couldn't be happier, at this moment, right here right now."

He crashes his lips to mine again for a long moment. Then we separated as he whispers to me because of close proximity, "I love you, Ashleigh." I smile in response before whispering, "I love you too Dominic." this is all I can get out as he crashes his lips to mine again in another heat-filled kiss. There isn't even time to breathe, only time to embrace these feelings.