Ashleigh's POV I have tried to spin this situation about a thousand different ways that I can think of, but with every single angle, the outlook is the same... I swear I'm not trying to be pessimistic I'm just being realistic with myself. I have to be realistic that no matter what I do here, there will always be someone coming after me and my babies. I just have to be realistic and realize this is the hand that I have been dealt. I have to try to just be a boat on the stormy waters and ride and rock with the waves as best as I can to get through the situation as unharmed as I can. I can't make the storm disappear with the change of my thoughts or feelings so I just have to do the obvious move.. and wait for this storm to pass and hopefully make it through. "Where is your mind at Phoe

