Pam looked so innocent as she conversed with her husband that Ross had no idea what was going through her mind, either. Oh Ross, Pam thought with a sudden rush of tenderness. I love you so much. I cheated on you again today, darling. But I don't love Stan Tomisek any more than I loved the others. Still, they all gave me what I need so desperately. As Pam gazed across the dinner table at her handsome husband, she was filled with longing. If s*x without love was good, she reasoned, surely s*x with love was even better. If only YOU would make love to me the way Stan did today, she thought as she lifted her fork. But the voluptuous housewife with the ginger hair knew that the man she adored would never do the wild, uninhibited things she and Stan had done this afternoon. Ross would never suck

