It was a very poor excuse for a kiss, but the moment my lips touched his, everything stopped for a moment. My mind stopped spinning like crazy and it felt like I could rest for a moment, just like I needed. But when he pulled back a moment later, it all returned to the raging chaos it was before I kissed him. "Eliza..." Raven started, his voice raspy and you could definitely hear that he was surprised by what I had just done. Even before he said it, I knew what he was going to say. So I chose to speak before he did. "Shut up an kiss me, Raven. Wasn't this what you wanted from the start?" "Eliza, you are distressed and confused..." "Raven, shut the hell up. Do not tell me what I feel. I am not asking you to give me anything or make any promises. I just need you to make it stop for a

