NIRELLE I had cried more than I thought I would. It had been a while since I let someone overwhelm me as such. Since I decided to stop letting the Thamore family feed on my pain. I knew not to cry again, especially in front of them, and as I began to learn how to suppress my emotions, it became easier to deal with them. Why did this thing with Lucien tick me off more than it was supposed to? I had seen the video of Theo with Cassian, and none of it made sense. There was no other person in the restaurant with us, and it looked as if someone had used a phone to record it and not the CCTV. That means that it had been properly created to divert attention, and this must have been done by Cassian. Who else would do such a thing? He was the only one with the power in that room, but why would h

