NIRELLE "Doctor?" I call out when we have been in the room silent for a while. I feel like she needs to tell me what was wrong with me, if there was anything wrong. Strangely, I might’ve been more worried if she’d said I was fine. Too much damage has already been done. A lot of harm that I would want to forget as quickly as I can. I do expect Lucien to make it down, I think, and maybe a bit sure that the staff would be back later with news that he can't make it, not after he had run out on me earlier. "Yes, Mrs Vexley." She seems so comfortable and even almost accustomed to the name, more than I would ever be. I can tell that she is stalling for Lucien before she can tell me anything, but I want to know what is wrong. Her face does not look encouraging, almost like she is about to delive

