Monday 31th of October, 2016 London, United Kingdom Richelle Smith Turned out there is another place with rooms in the hospitals and Noah is laying in one of those rooms. I would've never found him on my own.... I standing in front of the door now, scared to open it. I want to see him, but I'm also scared he doesn't even like me. I take a deep breath and finally find the nerves to open the door. I slowly open the door and walk in, closing the door behind me. It breaks my heart seeing him in a hospital bed. I really hope he's okay. He looks on his phone and doesn't look up. What should I do now? Did he not here me or is he just not bothered by looking up. I'm getting even more nervous then I already was and feel like I'm about to burst into tears. Then suddenly he looks up and when he

