Saturday 29th of October, 2016 Wellington, New Zealand Richelle Smith "Katie," I say in my phone, "I can't do this!" "Relax Richelle," Katie says, "it's going to be fine, take a deep breath, and think about something else." I'm literally on the edge of crying. I can't handle this any longer. I'm nervous, scared, I haven't slept well last night, and I feel like everything is going wrong. I look through the window. It's raining pretty heavily. I'm standing here in the living room with my jacket on and my bag packed. I called a taxi and he can be here any second. In 2 hours I'll fly to Canberra which means that the journey will begin. Honestly I don't think I've ever been so scared. It takes freaking 31 hours to get to London and all that time I'll be alone. I left my dad a note because

