It was as if my whole body was frozen. Gillian's words made me feel suffocated. I looked at his disgusted expression and he looked like he saw a nasty fly. How could this happen? I had cleaned myself. There was no place on my body that was dirty, but why was he still disgusted with me like this? I saw his eyes dazzling because of me. I couldn't understand. The flower that was blooming inside my heart withered. "Jane, let's go back. I think you must be exhausted today and need to get some rest." Mrs. Winnie urged me to go back to my room, and I followed her out of there in silence. Soon I was back in my room and I lay down on the big comfortable bed I had never laid on for the past eight years and looked at the chandelier on the ceiling. But I couldn't sleep. I was able to fall asle

