Ever felt like the whole world collapsing around you. life was an endless, incomprehensible desert with a far away oasis in between but whenever the throat wanted to quench it's thirst....the oasis became a mirage...a shadow. The one that you can always attach your hope too yet when you try to have it, it moves far away, a betrayal. Hades....that one name was my truth, my reality, my beating heart.... everything. He was my everything. Now that I have finally got my mate, after so much accepted him and trusted him everything again got twisted in a deep web. Separation from him. I would accept my death before I accept that he is no longer mine. Why? Why was I so unfortunate, wherever I followed, my destiny got entangled with lies and deceit and to think I would be in peace was a faraway dr

