CHAPTER FIVE: WHAT SHE WOULDN'T SAY OUT LOUD

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Ella hadn't slept properly since the banishment. She told herself it was the cold, or her father's mood, or a hundred smaller lies easier to hold than the real one, that she missed a boy she had no right to miss and no one to say that to. She spent her days quiet and careful, watching the elders for anything that might explain what had actually happened the night the Heart broke. She found an old elder named Ober, half-blind, mostly forgotten, tending records nobody asked about anymore. "Some doors," Ober told her, when she asked carefully about the Heart's history, "were only ever built to open once. Your father knows which door this is. Ask him why he's so certain it isn't the first time." He wouldn't say more. It was enough to keep her awake another night, turning the words over like a stone with sharp edges. Malric found her on her way back from Ober's quarters, easy and warm in a way that felt calculated even when it sounded kind. "You look tired," he said. "Everyone's on edge since the ceremony. It's a lot, carrying all this the way you have been." "I'm fine." "You don't have to pretend with me." His voice dropped, gentler, closer to sincere than she wanted to admit. "I know you cared about him. That's not something to be ashamed of." She said nothing, which he clearly read as an opening. "I've been thinking about talking to your father," he went on, careful, measured. "About watching over you more directly. Training with you. Making sure you're not carrying all this alone." It sounded like concern. That was the part that made her skin prickle, every sentence wrapped in something that looked exactly like care, and she couldn't yet tell if it actually was. "I don't need watching over," she said. He only smiled, patient, and let it go, though she understood, walking away from him, that Malric wasn't offering comfort so much as positioning himself carefully in the space Seth had left behind. She tried her father directly that same evening, catching him alone in his study before the fire had fully caught. "Ober says the Heart was only ever built to open once," she said, watching his face carefully. "He says you know which door that is." Something flickered behind her father's eyes, there and gone so fast she almost missed it. "Ober is old," he said. "Old wolves like their riddles." "That's not an answer." "It's the only one I have for you tonight." He didn't look up from the papers on his desk. "Go to bed, Ella." She left, because there was nothing else to do, but she carried the shape of that flicker with her the whole way back to her room. She didn't know yet what it meant. She only knew, the way she always seemed to know things about her father before she could prove them, that he was lying to her, carefully, deliberately, and for reasons he clearly believed were worth the lie. She waited until the house had gone still, her father's study finally dark, before she slipped past the outer guards and beyond the pack's borders. She told herself she was only checking on him. She didn't examine that lie too closely either. She found him by the sound of a stream more than anything else, crouched near the water, thinner than she remembered, a fresh scrape healing slow along his forearm. "Seth." He turned fast, too fast, some new instinct in him already half-braced for a fight before he registered who it was. Something in that unsettled her more than the scrape did. "Ella. You shouldn't be out here." "Neither should you be fighting off wolves alone, apparently." She nodded at the healing mark on his arm. "What happened?" He hesitated, and she watched him decide, in real time, how much to actually tell her. "Rogues, the first time," he said finally. "A few nights after I left. I handled it." He paused, jaw tightening. "Then four more came. Different. Trained. One of them called me 'the one who broke it,' like he already knew exactly who I was before he ever saw my face." Ella went very still. "That's not rogue behavior." "No. It isn't." "Did they say who sent them?" "No. But the one who got away said someone would 'want to know' what happened out there. Like I was being reported on. Like this was never really about a random attack at all." She didn't tell him about Ober's warning, or the flicker she'd seen cross her father's face in the study. Some instinct, quiet but insistent, told her those two things were connected, even if she couldn't yet say how. "Be careful," she said instead, quieter than she meant to. "Please." "I don't have much choice out here." She reached for his hand before she could stop herself, and for a moment neither of them said anything at all, the stream filling the silence better than either of them could have. She had no way of knowing, walking back toward the pack before sunrise, that her father already had the answer to everything she was searching for, and had decided, deliberately, to bury it rather than hand it to her. Far beyond the ridgelines, in a locked room beneath the council hall, something ancient stirred. The Heart of the First Beast, wrapped in old cloth and sealed away since the night it shattered, had begun to glow again.
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