AUTHORS NOTE: HEY GUYS THINGS ARE ABOUT TO GET A LITTLE STEAMY
KASSY'S POV.
I woke up in Wades arms and bed, how the hell did I end up here, I remember falling asleep on the bench in the garden so to say I was confused was an understatement.
I looked at Wades sleeping form and damn this boy was Hot even as he slept, I sighed and thought if only you weren't such an ass hat, I tried to move from Wades death grip but didn't want to wake him. I shimmied my body down towards the end of the bed on my back only to have him tighten his grip around my head, as I had almost managed to get out of his hold. I couldn't help but laugh and with that he woke up.
"Kass, What the hell, why are you down the bed like that?" he asked with a sleepy voice as he dragged me back up the bed with his hands placed under my armpits like you would pick up a child.
"Oh this is just what I do, you know when I wake in bed with someone and don't know how I got there" I replied sarcastically.
Wade chuckled, "So you have been in this predicament before then" he asked with a s**t eating smile on his face and his eyebrow c****d as he looked down at me.
"Yeah happens all the time, I fall asleep and wake up in bed with dudes hugging the life out of me, routine really" I replied with a bored expression.
Wades demeanor changed,
"It better not be fucken routine, you are MINE!!" he replied with a low warning growl
"Calm your possessive ass down, and explain how I ended up in your bed" I replied amused at how easy it was to wind him up.
"After the Ball ended Cilla and I went back to her suite and......."
"Wade you ass skip that part, I don't need to hear what you and Cilla did, with the way you two go at it, I am sure the whole palace knows what you two were doing, you are not exactly quiet" I replied rolling my eyes.
"Okay, okay, so after you know, I came looking for you and you weren't in your room, I found you asleep in the gardens on the bench so I picked you up and carried you to my room it was closer than yours and that's it" He answered rubbing the back of his neck.
"Okay, cool but what aren't you telling me, come on spill" I demanded
"Well you kind of were talking in your sleep, you were making like erotic noises and giggling, I ..... um was kind of turned on and well wanted to be as close as I could be to you without being creepy" he replied sheepishly.
I couldn't help but think to myself lets have a little fun with this. I smiled up at Wade,
"Do you mean I was making noises like this" I asked as I began to pant and moan whilst trying not laugh
"Kass, STOP!" Wade warned but I was having so much fun I couldn't help but keep going
"Oh Wade, mmmmhmmmm just like that" I continued this was too much fun.
Before I knew what was happening Wade had ripped my gown off and was on top of me.
"I told you, no I almost begged you to stop Kass," he replied like he was in pain as he began kissing his way down my neck
I lay there stunned and admittedly turned on, but this could not go down this way.
My breasts were exposed to him, he hungrily began to lick and suck on them like a starved man, I was now not just fighting my own lust but the mate bond, everything felt so right, but his ass hat behavior needed to be punished not rewarded.
"Wade, please stop" I managed to say but it came out kind of sultry and my traitorous body arched as he continued to feast on my breasts.
I needed to get a hold of myself and fast.
I thought of booga's and all kinds of gross s**t to try and stop my lusty ass from giving in to him.
Wade slowly moved down, now kissing and licking my stomach, he travelled further south and now had the top of my panties between his teeth, he slowly began to drag them down with his mouth never once losing eye contact with me.
All I could think was 'Oh my Goddess' if he gets those off I am a gonna.
"Wade, STOP!" I said this time with force. He stopped instantly looking at me with hurt in his eyes.
" I,...I really want to with you, like really want to but the truth is as much as I love Cilla, you chose her not me and that is okay, you chose love not lust and the need to breed, because although it hurts me a little that is all I am at the moment, I am 100% right for you, a part of your soul I accept that, but we don't have love because that comes from relationship and we don't have that yet" I tried hard to explain.
"My pride won't allow me to be second to anyone, I won't be the bonus prize, that is just not my place and I don't know if I can in all honesty ever truly give myself to you and I am sorry but this is just how it is at the moment, I am trying to sort it out because we are together till death but maybe we will just be friends maybe even best friends" I said as Wade moved up beside me while I pulled the sheets tight around my body.
"I get it Kass, I understand, I know I didn't do things properly with you and I have no excuses, but Kass my need for you scares me sometimes, my emotions are so much stronger when it comes to you, you can make me sad to the point of depression or you can make me so happy, I can't stop smiling, you can even make so angry, I want to literally strangle you, and I know given time I will love you more than life itself, I can't see you everyday and not want to touch you" Wade responded running his fingers through his hair obviously frustrated.
"Come here you hot piece of ass" I said as I pulled him into our first ever sincere hug
Wade began to chuckle as he hugged me back,
"I may be hot Kass, but girl now I have seen and tasted what you got, I am gonna start a new religion dedicated to your body" Wade replied, I was full on roaring with laughter as we sat in bed semi naked hugging it out.
This was nice and definitely needed, Wade and I were finally at peace.