~Sienna~ Oh no. This can’t be happening. Hot tears dot my eyes and drop on the plastic kit in my hands. My heart sinks and keeps sinking, I don’t even understand how my legs still hold my weight. I wish I’m seeing things and this result in my hand is just a figment of my brain and when I look again it’s not going to be the same, but it remains. Positive. Two unblinking parallel lines. No, no, no. There has to be a mistake, there’s no way this damn thing is real. Pregnant? How can I be pregnant when I always take the pill every damn time? Yes, I’ve never forgotten. Oh God, what is happening to me? This isn’t a good time, not after all that went down this week. This has to be wrong, this plastic stuff isn’t reliable. My hands shake as I wipe off the tears and clumsily hold onto

