Tossing and turning all night, while the devils and angels of my conscience battled it out. I’m not sure if I even fell asleep at all, but at the crack of dawn I am ready to jump out of bed and into the shower. Though, no amount of showering can erase the decision I have made. In spite of my worrying, after my shower I get suited up in one of my best gray pinstripe suits and I am feeling better. There is a chance, by the end of the day I will be holding Raine in my arms, drying her tears in a comforting embrace. I c**k my hat right and adjust the collar of my thick wool coat in the mirror as I am walking out of my apartment. Out on the sidewalk the fresh air and sunlight hits me and I almost feel like whistling a tune. Until someone catches my attention. “Get your paper here! Paper! Pa

