Since driving away at full speed has already been taken off the table for me, I am down to a few options. I could go over and introduce myself, tell him to take a hike. That is not exactly how I had planned to see Mia after all this time.
“Oh, hey! Its me! I’ve been watching from across the street and wanted to pop in before you had s*x with this guy. But I don’t blame you because I have been away for over two years..” God, I am a mess.
But even before then, we were never really together. How could I have been so content with watching her for so many years? Just as long as she was happy. I kept telling myself, “If you’ve done it this long, what’s a little longer.”
It’s for duty. It’s for honor. It’s always been this way. There are no other options. Watching. Waiting. For what though,
