Sweet, Melah.

Chapter 4

Melah's pov. 

I'm so completely in awe about the way Ben just asked me what I like to do for 'fun'. Because truth be told, the type of 'fun' he likes to do, I have zero experience in. I didn't mean to not have experience, I could of easily lost my virginity plenty of times but like I said, I never had interest in boys. I always found it quite romantic waiting for the one and all that gooey love sick crap. I did have my first kiss but it was gross playing spin the bottle at the age of 13. 

I can see in Ben's face he knows what he's doing. he knows I'm suckered in with his charm. quite honestly, it kind of pisses me off. I am not some toy he can play around with for 6 weeks and leave. Congratulations to him for getting hot as hell since the last time I seen him, but i'm not going to drop to my knees. 

'I don't know what you think you're getting at Ben, but just so you know I have no interest in being your little 'fun' over the next few weeks.' I say lying through my teeth, I want nothing more but to have his type of 'fun'. But he will never know that. 

All he does is laugh. is he laughing at me? 

'Just relax babe. Just playing around.' he says straightening up and walking towards me. my heart starts to pound. 

'Uh, um. Yeah, well... I just thought I would set us straight.' I say. 

'But if you ever change your mind on.. my type of 'fun', just let me know and will happily show you how its done.' he says looking me up and down. I feel exposed like he is undressing me with his eyes. 

I'm furious that he thinks of me being so easy, but so turned on at the same time. I just know he knows his way around a woman's body. by the way he just looked at me undressing me with his eyes, its very obvious he's undressed a lot of girls. 

I can't get a word out of my mouth. He was about to say something but his phone beeps as he receives a text message. he pulls his phone out of his pocket and puts it away quickly. it was probably that girl I over heard him on the phone to sending him nude photos of herself. 

'I'd love to stick around longer and chat but I got some business to attend to, sugar.' And with that he swiftly turns and walks upstairs. 

I'm left standing in my kitchen with my panties soaked, breathing heavily. If Ben can make me like this without even touching me, imagine what he could do to me. I run upstairs into my ensuite and shower to help myself cool down. 

He's probably touching himself right now.. to another girls naked body. The jealousy hits me like a tonne of rocks landing on me.