Still Alpha River's P.O.V I woke up to the sun blaring on my face. I had this wierd a*s dream that my mate was dead. Getting up, I stretched and looked around. I was in my room. How did I get here? Who changed me? What happened yesterday? I stood from my room and shivered at the cold air that seem to be constantly moving on and around my body. I headed for the bathroom and after taking a well deserved hot bath, I walked out and into my walk in closet. I spared a quick glance at my reflection in a mirror and that was when it hit me. The absence of my mating mark was the wake up call. I fell on my knees since my knees were too weak to hold me up. It was not some wierd a*s dream. It was my painful reality. I stayed on my knees crying until there were no more tears. I still can't belie

